Being an OnlyFans Creator was a Mistake

I once had an OnlyFans account, selling my body (and hiding my nudes) to perverted people out over the internet. It was not considered cool trying to build a reputation even though it must be considered cool if Too Turnt Tony is doing it. But that doesn’t mean I should too.

God included me and told me that “I won’t protect you if you keep posting your nudes.”

So, I took initiative and hid my nudes like Too Turnt Tony does to keep a low profile.

Years ago, I forgot how long ago, but not too long ago, no one else knew I had an OnlyFans and I was secretly posting some awful nasty videos of myself showering. I was doing some uncomfortable things then I deleted the account. I totally forgot about it until it stayed behind me once again and this time I came to realize that not only the biggest mistake I could make if I was not thinking clearly about morals. I was clueless about my morals and only thinking about money. My personal advice to you is “do not sell your body online.” You don’t have morals and you’re definitely not respected as a human being. This would tell you a part of me where you would’ve believed me if I said that “I’ve been sexually assaulted before.” Not by just one man, three different men who took advantage of me in the wrong way. Those men would’ve gotten their way if I kept on being a creator for OnlyFans. I didn’t like that idea for anybody to try to get their hands on me like that, in a sexual way. It's an awful feeling.

Just because Too Turnt Tony has an OnlyFans doesn’t mean I should because of the way I’m like: wishing that I could be a female version of him and that I’m the total opposite of him anyways. As I ask what the people in my circle think, I'm like “a crazy bitch,. Why would I be considered the opposite of Too Turnt Tony; even though I am a crazy bitch?

My personal assistant said to me “you want to look like a hoe?” I said, “no.”

Shelly gave me a piece a paper that says,

“God rewards character, not reputation. To care about your reputation means you care more about public opinion than the opinion of God. I notice that some of my friends who work endlessly on their reputations never really advance in life, love or their careers. People who work on their reputation ‘have their reward in full’ meaning that God has no interest in rewarding them, but they will get people to be impressed by them and that’s about all they are going to get. This is the essence of ‘worldliness’ even though it is wearing religious clothes. The worldly person gets their pleasure and redemption and religion from the world, a person who knows God doesn’t work for a human audience. Who cares what they think, honestly. Just do the right thing because it’s the right thing and let God reward you!”

And I ignored this but still kept the paper.

However, she suggested that “Just, don’t sell your soul on OF!”

So I researched content on “selling your soul on OF” and I found plenty of YouTube videos and relevant articles to this.

One article entitled “14 Consequences of Selling Your Soul (and How to Get it Back)” is an article relevant to possibly, if not selling your soul of OF because “the truth is that sometimes we sell our souls to our desires…” Not only that “it can have a lot of spiritual and physical consequences.

Second article entitled “31 Signs You’ve Sold Your Soul and How to Get it Back (2024)” is an article that tells you whether or not I’ve sold my soul. I don’t think I can ask God for forgiveness. Anyways, I’m going to ask for forgiveness because I want my soul to be in peace after I die, not burning in hell or whoever knows what the devil plans to do with my soul.

After I skimmed through these articles, I have realized that I’ve taken a step forward in the right path making things go as smoothly as possible. But the lesson learned takes time and unfortunately, I would go a long way of a journey because I’ve attempted to create and delete an OF account multiple times and felt guilty about it. But not anymore.

So,I suggest you guys as far as what I’ve written and experienced DO NOT HAVE A OF CREATOR ACCOUNT by any means unless you’re someone who is taking a different approach and NOT SELLING YOUR NUDES OR BODY.

References

Lagidze, Nato “14 Consequences of Selling Your Soul (and How to Get it Back)” 17th August, 2020

https://nomadrs.com/consequences-of-selling-your-soul/.

Spirituality “31 Signs You’ve Sold Your Soul and How to Get it Back (2024)” 15th July, 2024 https://www.coaching-online.org/signs-youve-sold-your-soul/.