A straight finger thumb

I know and I believe that the earth is a mystery itself and in all I’m a living mystery to myself. I’ve live with these all my life and it seems changes is not coming anytime soon, there’s this stage in life when you’re conscious of everything that evolves around you for instance the removal of your milk or infant teeth for the permanent ones, gradual increase in your height and sizes, weight and your physical appearance.

These are things we can actually relate too at one point in life, from birth till now, I’m still searching for someone that is similar at least one human being that have the same similarity as I.

It came to my consciousness that I’m slight different from others, can’t call it a defect cause if it was i would’ve seen it on the internet. I have a straight finger thumb( these is the absence of the interphalangeal joint cease, that allows the thumb to swing inwardly and outwardly), it sounds weird, but yeah it actually exist.

The shocking thing about this is that it’s on both hands while it’s normal in my feet. So that’s why I actually have to share this piece because I know it is so unusual and not normal in some cases

Most times I want to counter any post that actually deals with the normal human thumb, but can’t, who knows if I’ll be the only human with this, at one point in time I have to get closer to newborns to see if there’ll be the same finger thumb resemblance, but none.

I once ask my mom that why am I different from others, she answered that it’s my nature, now the thing is that it lowers my self esteem in such a way that some people are so observant that they will tell me that I’m so different from them once they sees it, well you can only answer to what you actually have an idea or glimpse on, but I’m created like this and don’t have an explanation for this, so I can’t answer them than to leave the place before it brings crowd to me like a living sculpture.

I had to browse on the net to see if I’ll see a relating issue even if it’s gene or body deficiency but none. The results are either double normal thumb, extra fingers(and also in toes) and other deficiencies but non like mine.

Now I’m fed up of all the hiding and low self esteem, so I’m bringing it to your doorstep, I actually exist and feel what other human feels(love, joy, pain, tears, regrets, plans and dreams, I bleed also)and if there’ll be a supernatural power to back it up, still waiting till then, but if we should meet on any circumstances take me as a human, don’t ask me questions cause I don’t have the answers, but if you do or have an answer to my piece, you can actually send me an inbox via email @[email protected], Twitter, Instagram and Facebook @simplensikak, Nsikakben001 and Nsikak Ben.would have love to put down my tiktok account but don’t have any for now.

And to the scientists, medical practitioners, researchers, philosophers, knowledge lovers and seekers if there’s anyway, if you find anything you can actually inbox me or anyone similar to me, it’ll go a long way in comforting somehow . I actually did a video few years back on YouTube @nsikak Ben, you can watch it to get a clearer understanding of what I’m saying with the search of a straight finger thumb. Thanks for your time anyway.