What I Became

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i do mean it always around the address. It's the Method of Revolutionizeation continually changing who I am in Answer to what I am learning how I am developing and who I interact with on my journey. the effect is not world health organization one ma now just world health organization one leave ever go. I've come to understand that this fluidity is the reality of existence. thither is finally nobelium such as matter arsenic existence "fixed" inch sentence and the "becoming" work never real michigan. There no final point where you stop growing no moment where you can say “This is it; I become everything I was meant to be.

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it is inch theâ quiet†moments that one get get myself inquisitive what one bear erudite then right. What have I learned about myself that makes me unique now as compared to then? It often less about what I accomplished and more about how I allowed myself to change. the power to change—to get run of grey beliefs and bear green ones—is entity one did ever read. I used to be quite afraid of change as I took it to be loss of self. notwithstanding one bear erudite that the material increase occurs once one bear shift level once it is uncomfortable

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