How fresh and free feels this curtain of myself

I have a funny story to tell I remember it now strangely I wasn't quite long in the moments of my life that brought me some kind of different joy so I went to Paris invited by a colleague of mine the one that you prefer to keep very far away from you but still I thought Paris and all that I was working for why not to go there to experience something more and one day while my colleague was so much into his being without a short note of empathy to let me know that he will arrive 3 hours later on for which I really didn't bother myself at all enjoying solitude in places that could only tell me more about myself and others how the word belonging and home has no borders at all the more away from home the more at home I do really feel people are not strangers at all if you just do love the world and life of your own and can feel beyond all possible barriers that some others may be throwing you so much for years

so I was passing by next to the librarian house specific one I bet it's a hot place for all kind of meet up and randez Vous in Paris I can't recall the name but it was like a magic it looked like a magic and what is more that time I somehow had a crush on Ethan Hawk so I am going upstairs to this library and I see him exposing a poetry haha that really was like a movie !

Contrasting to my own world so much into history of abstraction I was that much into I went downstairs just like that and got lost in books that I couldn't even afford to buy as I thought there will be moment I will come back in there anyway and will still find the book never thought time and experience may shift life choices so much that we are not recalling we are not coming back for the things we used to cherish after all we are looking for new perspective on life and on being without much of the past knowledge and experiences because the daily way of learning new things doesn't much get us into the present of the now but maybe on Sundays maybe on some days digging in the past worlds and unmeet needs may bring us some kind of an arrival into the new unspoken stories unrevealed secrets of the being in the now

And We are able to dive in just for a moment in time and feel how actually in all these bad lucks We are also the lucky ones at times

The balance in between all these moments in Life and coincidences is where New opportunities are born and can live out from the storm

We just need to heal and move one and Open our hearts and eyes more stronger and more wilder these days and time

How really the memory can change our thinking and the mind

We can also jump in there and take this ride once again

To maybe find the missing word the missing key to our new

open life gate

Or just learn about another and where to take this

journey alone without saying Yes to already that what We know we know

and it is not something what we do really go through again

on our own

We sometimes come back to the moments of the past to clean and heal even more the roots that were blocked.