Throbbing is the pretense of youth

I panicked to hide the panic in my heart, looked around no one, quickly disappeared in front of the blackboard newspaper. I know that tomorrow morning, there will be an explosion of information in the corner of the campus, and my classic love story will be staged in another time and space.

All this is because of the thrill of revenge.

Before that, I hated this man and woman. Wang Yifan pretentious, self-righteous, I would have cast envious eyes on her, mother saw her beauty, then began to scold my worthless love view, let me wholeheartedly follow Wang Yifan figure. I listened to the mother "love me, love my dog" like arrangement, took the opportunity to give Wang Yifan their own poor tricks. Wang Yifan with a lofty face, will I scold to the skin, this does not say, she actually pulled Ma Yunru, seemingly a pair of extremely matched men and women.

I had a very good personal relationship with Ma Yunru, all this is due to my nothing to talk about, I had already confided to him his views on a man and a woman in the class, especially Wang Yifan, I emphasized some feelings, and Ma Yunru actually secretly, I was hard to sell.

He knew that I was deeply in love with Wang Yifan, but he helped himself to become Wang Yifan's escort, just like a slap in the face, whipped in my face, raw and spicy yellow.

All these reasons, created my character break, I even to the abnormal word to describe my embarrassed, they can not get, others can not feel at ease to enjoy. With this view, I maintained a strong motivation and began to plan my own plan. For this reason, I sacrificed my good performance in the two-week exam. I always lingered in the upper reaches of the class, but I moved my body to the lower reaches because of this desperate attempt.

The teacher's criticism is endless, the students are talking, God knows I will blame all the reasons for the failure on them two. I screamed in the playground on a rainy night, no one dared to approach me, an old man on patrol, found my pale, dragged me into his cabin, a bowl of ginger soup, my eyes misty.

On the blackboard newspaper, I posted two printed love letters, one from Wang Yifan to Ma Yunru, and the other from Ma Yunru. It's not true, but it's not true. I'm amazing at simulating love letters.

Sometimes life is like this, you can not imagine, but there is no guarantee that it will not happen.

The next morning, as expected, the two approached the storm in the sound of embarrassment; There was clapping, and booing, and for a moment, in the clouds, I was happy with a group of ignorant men and women.

In the busy study life, how we are eager for a shocking love to shock our deadlocked nerves!

Not only that, the fun continues in the evening.

During the break, I put two pieces of paper into Ma Yunru and Wang Yifan's drawer, each with the same sentence written on it: 8 PM, back playground.

Two ignorant guys, light know lying on the book of love, but do not know that this is a carefully set prank. Originally during the day, things have made them very worried, sitting together at night, analyzing the reasons, trying to find out the beginning of the Yong is imperative, they go as promised. Just as they are ready to tell the truth, the playground full of voices and shadows, one after another, patrolling the old man, a group of large and small students, and some teachers on night duty, have received a report, said that there will be a good play on the playground at night.

I knew I'd taken it to the extreme, but I didn't think about the consequences.

Wang Yifan's parents visit, will Ma Yun such as face hit "peach blossom fan", Wang Yifan transferred to school, Ma Yun such as barely maintain school, but from then on wooden introversion.

This throbbing youth struggle ended in my slight victory. Naturally, I did not dare to let everyone know that I was the "behind the curtain" of the whole incident, and I tried my best to hide the panic after the struggle. For a while, I was even afraid to see the light, afraid to peep at the noise of the people.

Ma Yun, such as post-strike, was good, using the last year, his results were pleasing to a university.

Later, I heard the news about Wang Yifan. She transferred to another school. That year, she realized her dream and was admitted to the ideal music college.

As for me, I knew that I had no face to see people, so I studied hard, and after accumulating, I actually gained a lot.

The three of us, fortunately in the youth of the raging period, the cliff horse, in the words of the teacher: the brake is too timely, is simply a classic arrangement.

By a strange combination of circumstances, the youth of the storm will flee in this way, running away, leaving only little drops of sad memory, into the wind into a dream, into ice into sugar.

That marriage year, unexpectedly received a letter from Ma Yunru, the word is true, jumped on the paper: he actually knew my prank, he wanted to die with me, together to end the loss of dignity of the game, but he kept his temper. Ten years have passed, and now, he can only thank him for that slap in the face, which awakened his foolishness and numbness, and suddenly rushed him into another kind of irreversible, unsuccessful, and not looking back.

Coincidentally, to visit the West Lake, unexpectedly unexpectedly after the beautiful Wang Yifan. Two glasses of cold beer, and the West Lake rain together to negotiate the past years. She raised her glass sincerely and shook hands with me, as if the awkwardness of that moment, after meeting a smile, lost all the grudges. We got drunk, laughed at the water of the West Lake, hugged tightly, and cried goodbye.

The old and dull throbbing has already passed away like a cloud of smoke, and every young person is also performing more or less familiar sentimentally attached time, shake your hand, ten years of night rain, a bleak dream.

Need not tremble deliberately, for throbbing is the prelude of youth;

Why wallow in the past, because nostalgia is only a postscript to life.