Some days

My dear son and angel . My strong and sturdy boy . The kindest and gentlest child I ever met . The most gracious type of love. The only kind of hope I can have . The sweetest type of person I’ve ever met . Someday this time will be that just a memory into our better life . Just a momentary set back for life . Someday we will look back and only the good memories will stand. No more times of worry only times of hope.

My dear child the warmth in my soul and spirit . I loved you the moment you came out and they said you looked just like your father. My dear angel, the sweetest heart I ever met. You make Harry Potter real and unicorns dance . Beutiful soul, you make me sing. You make me dance and your so sweet you’re the best person I ever met . From your smile to your beautiful heart . I’ve never met someone like you my dear boy. I hope you love me this much too as much as I love you . Loving you so big and true ,we will be best friends forever, I’ll never leave you . I love you in ways so big and so small . Detailed and intricate is the hope that you give .

So sad when you say you’re not my friend. So happy when you change your mind . I’m here for you forever . And I’ll love you through all of time . I love you through the waves of space . I love you through the gravity of earth . I love you in the heavens when we are floating along . I love you when we are rich and poor . You my dear son are the most precious person I ever did love .

So comfortable when you care and so calm when your near. You are the waves of my soul and I’ll always be around . You and I my dear son side by side . I’ll have you forever I always know . We will go wherever the other goes . We will be rich when we are together and always will be close when we s are near eachother . We understand each other’s ups and downs . Which is understood because we know the depth of how each other cares .

We both have so much warmth and growth together . And it’s just the beginning of our new life . Who knows what’s even to come . Only good things for you and I. Always together forever we will keep out an eye. I’ll make sure your taken care of and that you’ll always be safe . You never need to worry my dear boy while I’m here next to you. I’m making the life changes to make sure you have a good life . We will own lots of business’ and always have a happy time.

Keeping eachother warm and at peace and safe . I love you forever my dear never feel out of place . For here is the place that understands you most . I love you forever Ethan and I’ll never let you go. I keep you safe the rest of your life and keep you on this adventure with me forever it will never end .

In new and old and experiences that bloom . I’ll never forget you my Ethan . And I love you more than you can ever know . I’ll put it in cards, foods and gifts . But there’s no way to put this love into a not living soarce . Maybe I can tell you with my heart and soul. Maybe I can make you a healthy meal. Maybe I can make you smile when you’re upset and maybe I can love you when you’re very upset. I love you when you’re happy, sad , and mad. I love you forever Ethan and I’ll never stay upset .