The Girl Who Played Joker

Chapter One

The day it started

My alarm woke me it was 6am in the morning time to get ready for my first day at my new school Otway high to be honest I was really worried I was not going to fit in but I had to go and face the first day and see how it goes.

I got dressed and headed downstairs to have breakfast with mum and dad, but they had already left for work, so it was just me I made some toast and sat and watched the morning news while waiting for my bus.

The bus arrived I was so nervous and worried that the students wouldn't like me, but I guess that’s how you feel on the first day at a new school.

When I got on the bus everyone stopped and stared at me as if I was some kind of weird Person I took a seat at the front because they were the only seats left I felt like a no body literally no one even noticed I was there.

When we arrived at the school my nerves got worse I was fearing the worst I was looking for my locker when I heard a voice " hello are you lost or do you need help" I replied hi I am Nally I am new here and I am trying to look for my locker " hello there I am Marcus let me help you" he replied to me.

Marcus seemed nice he helped me find my locker and showed me where I had to go for the first period, I had math’s and Marcus said he did as well so I didn't feel as scared now someone had noticed I existed.

We sat through math’s together and just talked it was nice to talk to someone first period ended and I was on my way to the next period when Marcus informed me I would be attending that period myself as he didn’t have English he had sports.

Sitting in English class on my own felt weird as I was partnered up with this girl named Emily she didn’t even want to talk to me she just kept ignoring me even though we had a project we had to do together when the bell rung I had a free period and Emily met me outside the class room and told me to have the project done by the next day she said if I didn't do it her and her friends would beat me up after school.

I told Emily it would be done so I raced home to get the project done mum and dad walked in and asked me how my first day of school went I replied OH YEAH IT WAS AMAZING REALLY IT WAS in my head I was thinking I’m so dead if I don't get this project done.

Come dinner time mum had yelled out to me that dinner was ready but I never went down for dinner as I was to focused on getting this project done or I was dead meat I was that focused that I had even forgot what the time was so I checked my phone and it was 2.42am I thought to myself yay it's finally

done I can go to sleep and be prepared for tomorrow.

6.30am ALARM goes off OK I am up gee ok yes I was talking to myself I quickly had a shower and got dressed rush down stairs had breakfast and I was out the door waiting for the bus Why so early you ask because school was roughly forty five minutes away from my home.

Got on the bus and headed to school I felt like I was missing something OH GOD the project I had left it at home I was so focused on getting to the bus in time that I forgot I tried to call mum she couldn't bring it to me she was flat out at work ok last chance so I call my dad he replies I can't be there till after lunch when is it due I replied now dad first period OH GOD I AM DEAD.

My dad couldn't get to me how was I to explain this to Emily she had told me I was going to be beaten up if I didn’t do it I was nearly at school I was so stressed I was panicking because Emily did say if I didn't have it done they were going to get me after school I kept thinking what should I do so to save myself I came up with a quick speech Emily met me at the gate and said to me WELL WHERE IS IT I replied I am doing a speech for us don't worry you will just have to stand there.

Emily said to me you better know what you’re doing you little Bitch or remember what I told you yesterday I took a deep breath and thought I hope my speech will get me out of this trouble.

First period started and of course Emily and myself where called up first I told the class I had a speech to be different from the rest of the class and I read it out and the class clapped and Miss Dalton told me we had done a great job I went and sat back down when Emily came up to me and said WELL JEE YOU ARE A LUCKY ONE ARN'T YOU and then laughed as she walked off to sit in her chair.

I was glad that was over but come lunch time that day I was on my own when a football was thrown at my head and Emily yelled out BETTER CATCH NEXT TIME LONER I had to go to the sick bay as I had a really bad headache and felt sick I was actually hoping I could go home the sick bay nurse came in to see me and thank god she let me go home my dad was contacted to pick me up and he did.

As we were leaving Mr. Johnson gave my father a consent form to be filled out I had no idea what it was for until my dad told me I was going on a one week school camp OH GOD I thought I told my dad I didn't have to go on this camp but mum and dad insisted I go.

Chapter Two

The Camping Trip Begins

Today is the day we go on camp I am not excited about this I tried so hard to come with excuses but mum and dad being so stubborn they said I had to go so now there I was sitting on a bus ready to leave for camp with no friends no one to talk to YEAH THIS IS GOING TO BE GREAT just as we were leaving Marcus came and sat beside me he hadn't spoken to me in a long time so I couldn't understand why but I spoke to him anyway he kept me company until we got to the camp site.

When we arrived at the camp site there was so many trees and a beautiful waterfall our cabins where practically right near the waterfall, we were called for a meeting to determine which color and witch group we were being put into.

The boys where on one side and the girls on the other I was put in a cabin with Emily and Sandy because there were three beds in each cabin.

Emily and Sandy walked up to me and said STAY OUT OF OUR WAY WE MEAN IT LOSER great I thought so now what am I supposed to do now I told my mum and dad this was a bad idea and they would not listen to me.

We were told to get an early night because our first activity starts at 8am in the morning I sat in bed a read a book while Emily and Sandy snuck over to the boys cabins I always wondered what it would be like to have a boyfriend.

ALARM goes off teacher on a microphone yells time to get up students Emily and Sandy where not in their beds they must have stayed over in the boys cabin I went to get dressed when I noticed my pants and bra where missing I heard people laughing outside I looked out the door and they all laughed at me and were pointing at me saying mean things I rushed back inside and sat on my bed Emily walked in and said GOING TO CRY ARE YOU I got dressed in what I found and went over to the teaches cabin and asked if I could speak with Miss Scarlet she asked me what was wrong and I told her I didn't want to be here the students were being nasty to me and it was making me really angry and upset with the things they were saying to me BUT I just made everything worse for myself because Miss Scarlet went over to the girls cabins and told Emily and Sandy off for what they were doing and saying.

I sat out of the first activity because I was concerned something was going to happen Emily and Sandy walked up to me and told me I was going to wish I never spoke to the teachers because now I was going to pay the consequences I was scared as I didn't know if they were just trying to scare me or if something was actually going to happen.

Later that day Marcus came up to me and asked me if I wanted to hang out with him and go for a walk in the woods, I replied to him that I would enjoy that.

Chapter Three

The nightmare begins

I wanted to look pretty because I thought Marcus had asked me on a date, I know it was just a walk in the woods but what was to happen next you would have not expected it.

I met Marcus outside the girls cabins and we began to walk it was so pretty looking at all the trees with the sunlight coming through the tops of them and seeing the animals I looked at Marcus and thanked him for asking me to go on a walk with him and he looked at me weird and said I AM REALLY SORRY before I got to ask him what for Emily and Sandy came out from behind a tree with five other boys their names where Paul, Trevor, Lachlan, Simon and Jonathon I asked what was going on they all circled me and Lachlan grab the back of my hair a pulled me down into a puddle a dirty water Emily and Sandy started kicking me in the side and I was struggling to breath I yelled Marcus WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS.

Simon came up to me and backhanded me across the face and said YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY EVERY MINUTE OF THIS the fear of them killing me was the only thing going through my head the boys took turns in having intercourse with me while Emily and Sandy just watched after the boys had finished they assaulted me and left me in the middle of the woods.

When they later got back to the camp site, they were all asked where I was and the teaches where told some guy picked me up from where the bus stops the teaches assumed, I had gone home.

I woke up in a puddle of mud I could hardly move I was so sore I remembered everything that happened I had just realized I was rapped and assaulted by school students in the same year level as me who could they do such a thing.

I managed to pull myself up of the ground and find shelter as it was raining when I finally found some shelter I had all these thoughts going through my head about what I would tell my parents what would I tell the teachers I was crying because I realized there is no going back from this now I was forced into have sex with different boys I didn't even know I hadn't done anything to them ever.

The only thing I could think to do was fake my DEATH get myself right and take REVENGE on those who were apart of this sick disgusting event that has taken place the only thing left to do was fake my death but how would I do it.

My mind was made up I would remain alive go back to camp pretend nothing happened I promised myself I would kill them all one by one and believe me when I say horrific, I mean horrific.

I went to the waterfall and cleaned myself up before heading back to the camp site when I did arrive back at the camp site everyone just looked at me as if they had seen a ghost Miss Scarlet asked me "Nally where have you been the students told me you had ran off" I replied " Actually I just went for a walk to get some fresh air I am feeling better than ever now" with a grin on my face I looked over at Emily and the rest of them and whispered " THIS IS NOT OVER " they looked quite scared to me as i walked of laughing.

Chapter Four

The Planning Begins

Finally, camp was over, and we were heading home I couldn't be happier when I got off the bus my father was standing there waiting for me, I was glad to see a friendly face.

When we got home my dad asked me if I was hungry I told him I just wanted to go to bed so with that I went up to my bedroom I grab a pen and my journal and wrote everything that happened at camp in it and then hid it under my mattress.

Next day had come I made a fake profile on Twitter and announced a massive party at Apollo Bay beach entrance two once I posted the party event, I had a huge response and Bingo Emily Saunders was one of them to mark attending the party.

Let the games begin I said as I was walking to the bus everyone noticed me because of what I was wearing I had change my appearance I dyed my hair dark black I wore dark goth clothes and had a real dark red lipstick on I looked up and said " what are you all looking at haven't seen a loner before" with no response I took a seat at the front of the bus when we got to school without anyone seeing me I put a poster up in the year 10 locker room informing them of the party in case they didn't have social media.

Emily met me in the hallway and tried to apologize for what had happened I looked at her and said, "it's ok Emily I know you truly did not mean it" and I walked off.

End of the day came I went straight home to plan my revenge on these disgusting people I planned to be at this party as the NEW Nally Cameron the girl that’s not so nice about what happened to her the girl that was always left out the girl that had pretend friends.

I looked forward to seeing them all at my party and the end of the line for them.

Chapter Five

Beg for Mercy

It was show time I arrived at the beach to get everything ready I had an activity ready where you would see Emily and the rest of them go separate ways right into my trap where I would watch them beg me not to hurt them.

I was nowhere to be seen so they didn't realize it was me running the party I had my cousin Mandy who was staying with us for a couple of weeks from grease run the party for me she was happy to do it.

First victim Sandy was lead into a bushy area just off the beach access she was looking around and asked if someone was their I appeared from the bush and looked her dead in the eyes and said " REMEMBER ME " she looked at me and said " this cannot be real you wouldn't do this " oh yes I would use did wrong by me we could have been great friends but instead you decided to follow disgusting people and watch them do horrific things to me while you kicked and punched me.

My knife came out of my jacket I gave Sandy to the count of five to run oh no to late I pushed her to the ground and savagely slashed her back several times while she laid there screaming begging me to stop " it's too late for sorry now Sandy " I pulled her head up looked at her and said " Their won’t be a next time I will not allow you to do something like this ever again " and with the I cut her throat open from ear to ear.

Trevor was next oh and his death was one of my favorites I made my way to the party all dressed up and went over to Trevor and said " I know you didn't mean to do what you did I’ll forgive you if you have a drink with me and dance " Trevor replied to me " sure thing " I went over and got the both of us a drink and before I took Trevor’s drink to him I slipped a sleeping tablet into his drink and mixed it up we had our drinks and then started dancing I was actually having fun.

I had told Trevor I was getting bored and for us to leave and as planed he followed me we went all the way to the other side of the beach where no one could see us I seduced him and made him think I wanted him but little did he know I just wanted to kill him slowly watch him beg for his life Trevor was laying on the sand I walked over to him and tied his hands up he asked me what I was doing I replied with " We are just going to play a little game come on it will be fun " so I continued to tie his hands and then I tied his feet together I had two heavy rocks waiting in the location of the water I dragged Trevor out to the location and tied the rocks to the ropes kissed Trevor softly and whispered you'll never have the chance to do these horrible things again and let him go.

I stood there in the water and watched him drown and I enjoyed every minute of it so that’s two down six more to go actually five as I am saving my favorite till the very end.

Next to go was Paul I seen him walking over towards a tree to take a pee I snuck up behind him a placed glad wrap around his face and watched him suffocate then I stabbed him in the chest.

I heard someone yell out my name I looked around and it was Emily she apologized to me again and asked me if I would like to stay at her house she said no one was home and we could stay up all night at first I thought it was a set up but then realized she couldn't be that stupid to double cross me so I accepted to stay at her house it would be a great way to kill her because no one would suspect a thing.

So I went with Emily to her house we watched a movie and then Emily decided she wanted to go for a shower and told me to make myself at home this would be my chance to kill Emily she instead took a bath and yelled out to me to grab her a towel from the linen cupboard I took the towel into Emily and asked her if I could use her hair straightener she replied with " Yeah sure you can like I said make yourself at home we are friends now" well she thought we were.

I turned the hair straightener on and then said to Emily remember what you did do to me though that was a horrible thing use did to me Emily replied " We did not mean to do what we did I honestly didn't know the boys where going to do what they did you have to believe me" oh I am so sorry Emily damage has been done and it's too late for your pathetic apologies and I through the hair straightener into the water and watched Emily die.

I went out and sat on Emily's bed and wrote a suicide note and forged her signature to show it was her and put her fingerprints on it and mine wouldn't be traced because I had gloves on.

I went out the back door and headed home I wrote in my journal and then went to sleep.

Chapter Six

The Next Day

I woke up feeling a little sick at the thought of what I had done but they deserved it I had four left to kill and Simon would be the next one when I arrived at school everyone was asking if anyone had seen Emily , Trevor , Paul and Sandy most of the students just said they had not seen them since the party the night before so everyone just assumed they were hung over.

I went and spoke to Simon and told him what he and the rest of them did to me would be our little secret he replied " Hey listen I didn't mean for any of this to happen it was all Marcus's fault he pretended to be your friend so you'd fall for his little tricks and sadly you did " If it was Marcus’s fault then why did you have a part to play in it answer me that I said to Simon " I was forced to do it honest I swear I didn't mean it " I told Simon we should meet after school to talk about this so I told him the location and told him to meet me their at 4pm.

4pm came I went to the location a small little abandoned building near the Otway ranges I waited for around ten minutes and Simon arrived and said to me once again " Please you have to believe I never wanted to do this " I said to Simon it was too late for apologies there was no going back now I told him to come in side into the building as he stepped in the trap caught him yes a bear trap caught his ankle and he screamed " what are you doing" I replied this is the end of the line for you I will not allow you to do this to anyone again I tied a rope around his throat and pulled it down he went up and I watched him take his last breath while he dangled from the roof top.

Now I only had three enemies left and I thought to myself how will I kill these three Marcus would be the last one I kill witch left Jonathon and Lachlan so the planning begun now I had an idea of how they would die I prepared myself for the seducing of Jonathon and Lachlan. I wrote an anonymous letter to the both of them telling them I was Emily and how I wanted to be with them and that if they met me at the Otway waterfall it would be a night to remember.

I had Emily's phone and received two text messages with the reply of " I’ll be there by seven don't be late" now the fun begins I got all dressed up for this special occasion it was going to be a blood bath well for me anyway.

I arrived at the Otway waterfall half hour before the two boys did I had already got the drinks ready Jonathon and Lachlan showed up at the same time and from the bushes I whispered have a drink i will be ready in a minute so they started drinking the drinks that had a sedative in it that would relax them so they couldn't run.

I think it was roughly an hour later both boys where laying on the ground looked like they were in space I grabbed the petrol that I had stashed in the bush and pored it over both Jonathon and Lachlan said this is what you deserve and struck the match and through it on both of them I sat there and enjoyed the heat from the fire while I laughed evilly and said well there is only one left now hmmm I wonder if I can get Marcus to take his own life after knowing the truth of what I did to all of his friends that he no longer has.

Chapter Seven

The Last One

This is it the last person on my list to kill Marcus the main leader of this all the one that started this the one I thought was my friend but turns out he liked fake friends more than a real friend and now this was going to cost him his life.

I was not going to kill Marcus straight away though I had a plan specially made out for him I called Marcus and he wouldn't answer my calls so I texted him saying I was sorry for not talking to him and I knew it was not his fault.

Ten minutes later I got a reply saying " Nally I should have just been your friend I shouldn’t have turned my back on you and allowed these animals to do what they did to you so I am the one that should be apologizing " with that I sent another text asking him if he'd like to hang out maybe have a picnic at Otway cliff overlooking the ocean and sun set I had a reply back about five minutes later saying " I would really like that we could spend time getting to know one another again and re kindle our friendship so yes I would like to go on that picnic with you say the time and day and I will be there" I replied back " Friday the 13th at Otway cliff lookout we can go there together after school and just have an early dinner" Marcus replied back to me " Ok see you tomorrow at school first" I went to bed and got some sleep ready for the next day.

Alarm woke me at 6am to get ready for school I was out the door by 7.30am to get the bus when I got to school Marcus was waiting at the front gate for me I acted as if he was my friend and made him think I was his friend the first two periods we worked together the last two we were on our own but said we would meet after school for our picnic.

The school bell rang at 3pm I went to where Marcus and I said we would meet but he was not there I thought he had clicked on but he was just running late we got the school bus to the Otway lookout and got off there we set up our little picnic right near the edge of the cliff where I would watch the sun go down as for Marcus well who knows.

We spent an hour talking and I thought to myself enough is enough it's time no more planning around I said to Marcus " oh what it that look over there " as he looked I pushed him and he rolled half way down the cliff and was holding on Begging me please don't do this I replied screaming and yelling " YOU DID THIS TO ME IT'S YOUR FAULT I HAVE TO DO THIS THE REST OF THEM ARE ALL DEAD AND YOUR THE REASON WHY " I took a breath and then said " IF YOU HADN'T OF MADE THAT STUPID DECISION WE WOULDN'T BE HERE YOU NOW HAVE TO PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME" Marcus was only just holding on to the rocks with his fingers when I stepped on them and said it is time for you to know how I felt when I was brutally beaten and raped by you and your friends I felt like death.

I started to push down harder on his fingers until he let go and fell to his death after hitting a massive rock and crushed him on impact.

I felt relived I took a massive big deep breath in and said it is finally over but was it had I gotten away with murder.

Chapter Eight

My Last Say

It was late Saturday night I heard a knock at the door and my father called me down stairs where I seen two police officers standing in the door way and one said to me " Hi there Nally I am senior Sargent Sullivan and this is Constable Stella Porter we are with the Otway police and had a few enquiries if you don't mind accompanying us to the police station please" I was happy to go with them so I did when we got to the police station Constable Stella Porter took me into an interview room and asked me questions about the missing students and if I knew them.

I said " Yes I do know them I know all of them we went on a one week camping trip with the school and they all gung up on me and brutally beat me and rapped me so I killed them " Constable Stella Porter replied to me excuse me what did you just say? I said I told you what they did to me, so I killed them all one by one I actually enjoyed it.

The both offices took me to have a psych evaluation as they thought I was making this whole story up little did they know I was not so to help them out I told them to go to Emily's house they would find her dead body in the bath tub Senior Sargent Sullivan locked me in a room while they went to investigate about one hour later they returned and said Nally Cameron you have been placed under arrest for the murders of Jonathon Regan, Paul Nigel, Marcus Logan, Trevor Sweden, Lachlan Duns, Simon Lotus, Emily Saunders and Sandy Evens and they put me in a cell on my own where I still am to this day and that’s why i wrote this story so you all knew why I did these horrific things.

I had bad things happen to me that I never thought would happen, but they did and for that everyone involved deserved to die for it.

I am Nally Cameron and this is my story from behind bars.

The End

Written by Amanda R J Spence