Jail Journal: Page 13

I almost didn't want to write about that last dream since it was so disturbing in nature. If I was remote viewing into a parallel reality or something of that sort, I feel sorry or them. Either way, it won't be good for me to dwell on what I saw. I need to focus on the waking world now and its problems.

I didn't want to go back to sleep but I ended up finding myselfin a dream that I snuck back into my mom's house. Her boyfriend Peer and my mom were doing something in my old bedroom with all my moving boxes. I as trying to charge my phone and explained I'd leave after that.

Writing on tissue paper reminds me so much of V for Vendetta I have writing all over the place now so it is messing with whatever timeline of me being in here since I wasn't smart enough to date the entries before the 20th of November.

I am giving up the Chosen title for now. Being a Chosen One is just a mode of being where a crucial discission is made. We all enter that mode from time to time but we also have to share the spotlight. I am still going to keep chronicling events though. I am happy with this role.

Now that I am caught up with all my tissue notes, I feel like I need ot focus on my Jail Tasks/Human Tasks going forward. I'll probably not be as proactive in my Journal going forward unless something significant happens in the day. I also thought a few times of working on Pixie Road, it keeps popping up for me so maybe I will work on lore related stuff if I have the time. I have plenty of paper but the days are slowed.

Amy asked me to help her with writing an appeal request to her judge. I couldn't help much since she was more adamant about keeping things exactly as she said so, I don't feel like I did anything other than convert what she said to paragraph form.

Lunch came early today and I ended up eating the whole thing. I guess I've gotten used to it or I am just that hungry. I am pretty happy that I have the tools now to be productive in a creative way now. Though time isn't "flying" as I thought it would.

I wrote 15 pages in an hour and a half. I guess that's pretty good productivity wise but it is sort of bums me out at the same time.

I think the makeup commercials are trying to say Sephora Shoppers are more vain and selfish than Ulta's and I am offended. Haha~

I prefer Sephora only because as far as I know and since I last used Ulta, Ulta only provides bonuses for brand purchases while Sephora gives you benefits no matter what brand you end up buying. I don't want to spend like 25+ dollars on a brand's product just to get a free sample I might not want. Especially if there is only one product I want from that brand and the rest is from another.

My skin and hair has really taken damage while I've been in here but, I am not worried. I am just going to do damage control once I get out of here.

I noticed everyone's laugh here has a twinge of darkness in i here It makes sense, I was just an observation. I got a visit today and it happened to be Janelle. She made a lot of progress in finding me a place to live after this, I feel pretty good about the progress being made with everything I t was funny, I saw Kai again right next to my booth. Apparently they're getting out today which I guess is good for them.

I told them about my writing a blog and such but I didn't tell them too much info just because I am not sure what their deal is, you know? They were nice and wished me well about doing something productive while being in here before we both were sent back to our cells.