Word of Day: タロット

I don't know how to feel or what to do right now. I still have a bit of a stomachache and I feel like I should go lay down for a bit again but another part of me is tired of laying down and wanting to do something productive.

I heard snapchat from my phone on the tablet. I think I am going to lay down for a bit, I will just promise myself to wake up in a bit.

I didn't wake up in a few hours, but I did wake up early at 6am on this Sunday. I really have to hustle right now. Sunday is game day and I need to prepare for school on Monday.

There is a weird smell in the apartment that isn't helping my slight headache that is left over from last night. I decided to take some migraine medication and put the kettle on for some tea.

I think my stomach was upset because, even though I didn't eat a lot, I did mostly eat just cheese.

I opened all the windows to let the fresh air in and lysol'd the whole place.

I am considering buying a steamer kit so I can have nice clothes.

There is so many things I need and I just don't have the money right now.

I think in the future, I am not going to be able to grocery shop on my own. It takes too much valuable time to walk there and whatnot.

I decided to just doordash from a coffee shop. I ordered an " IV " which is a drink with 6 shots of caffeine in it. I am going to be bouncing off the walls after that but I have a lot of stuff to do.

I am going to call my mom to ask if she could drop me off at school earlier so I can just study there or see if I can get a book or something there at the library or something.

I decided to use the timers again because for a few days I wasn't using the timers for my Work and School computer ( I simply wasn't using them at all ) But I think I need to keep using those even when I am just using my Personal computer so it creates some hustle in me.

I saw my neighbor use his back gate to leave his apartment. I love that my apartment has fences to our " back yards ". A lot of apartments don't have that, they just have the doors directly exposed to the sidewalk.

It is one of the reasons why I decided on this place, other than it happened to be in my budget.

The morning sky is so pretty. I actually think I need to order some weed from the pot shop. Yea, you can have weed delivered to your house in Oregon. Crazy, huh?

I have two 100 dollar bills, I can use one of them to buy in bulk and not worry about it. It is kind of a wasteful expense but I feel like, I might need it if I get too stressed out with school. I thought of getting some Mike's Harder Lemonades but, I am not really an alcohol person and that actually is more expensive than weed.

I have really been fine with the Indica. Sativas were the problem the whole time.

I decided that I am going to wait until my coffee was here to really hustle.

Looking at a Kpop video, I really feel like I wasted my youth a bit. If I didn't have social anxiety... Well it wasn't social anxiety, I was just more of a hermit. If I put myself more out there, it would've been better for me.