The Twin Flame Pull

I feel your pull now you have reached out.

But do I act.

Do I stop!

Think.

Before reaching back.

The questions remains in itself.

One of us has to be strong!

One of us to cut off the pull for now.

Knowing you are not done with healing.

Our precious soul.

He has to come first.

No matter the pull.

No matter the longing.

No matter the wanting.

Seeing each other while you still heal is not an option.

You're still trying I know, I feel it.

But painful as it is you have to wait!

You need to finish the process.

We must listen.

Listen clear, because you are not done healing.

My darling you are not done healing.

I love you dear my darling flame.

But I have change.

I have grown.

I am not the same person you knew me as.

Time has gone by.

You are pulling because of vulnerability.

I understand.

I feel it so.

But healing from this, takes time.

Time to reflect.

Time to heal.

Time to be still.

Time.

My darling flame our boy needs you yes.

But the timing is not now.

You have not finished healing.

The day will come.

I have to be the one to pull back for both of us.

To save us.

To stop old flame patterns.

To stop the karmic cycle.

To stop unhealthy patterns.

To protect our boy from seeing you to soon.

Even if you don't, he will feel your energy with just seeing me.

You are not done.

There is work to do.

But it will happen.

Stay focus.

I bealive.

Not out of being naive.

Oh no!

You done the hardest part moving away.

I will not wait for you.

I know that is painful.

But know you have a darling soul.

A son.

Our son.

When the time is right and only when.

You will see us again.

But till then focus on being sober.

The key is not "hey" oh no my love.

I will keep you alive though the connection we once had.

But I am a mum, desire is no longer the first element anymore.

My baby boy is. Our baby boy is the main focus.

I have a life oh that I do.

Our connection will remain.

It may take 10 years but you can do it.

I have known you.

Known you since we were 16.

Seen all of you.

I trust this process.

I trust as long as stay strong.

You will get there

My darling twin flame.

This is not forever, it may feel like it but it's not.

It's a for now situation

To heal

To grow.

I see now more than the surface.

You are not the addiction.

The addiction is one element to you.

And you my darling twin, you can do this.

Time.

With time and care you can do this.

Time and care.

Listen truley listen.

I have finally worked though the lessons.

I know now what I must do.

For him.

For him I must.

For he is our beautiful soul.

Always and forever.

Author note:

Hi all thank you for reading, I felt late at night I needed to write this, I have just read this again and now I am ready to put up.

Ps sorry about the photo yes I was trying but I caved.