The journey from Imaginary to the real world.

5, Sep 2016. the bucket of emotions carried; while I started university. I was broke, silent, suffered refusals, the fright people’s opinions. I lost someone I loved the most; including, nervous, apprehensive, energetic to step up in a new phase of life. I came with my friend; we lived the moment; she was busy talking and making new friends, moreover; I sit back and recognize the atmosphere and strive to encourage myself personally.

The next day we went to the same class but; fortunately, it was not our class. The coordinator shows us our classroom; it is already 9:30 AM we were too late for class. I opened the door and noticed that 50 plus students stared at me; this scene was unpleasant for me; I start to walk deliberately towards my seat to hide my shivering and sustain my confidence. Days passed, she inaugurates discerning that she can do anything and I am oblivion without her and teasing me that she is bored of me. I took her taunts as a challenge; defeat my fears of communicating with people, earn my place in the girl’s group; In between certain things, many boys were trying to flirt with me or be my friend. I was too innocent and humble by looks, which attract them the most. Then, the turning point of my life during a presentation, I met with three guys and became part of my life; one of them is my closest friend. He always helped me bring a better variant of myself; he taught me how to cherish and admire myself because I was too broke to love myself. He is always there when I need someone. He has everything a girl fancied of; I was so pleased with him; abruptly, he proposed to me, I was delirious and said yes! We started to live a happy couple. But, as usual, everything is not everlasting, not our relationship. We broke up; he left; but, I did not recuperate, and the friends I consider were my friends too left me, and once again, I perceived myself on the same page but a little bit stronger than earlier. I learned to accompany myself and be my strength. But destiny eternally had something distinct in her womb.

10, August. 2017 I met a guy; who was my classmate; but, we did not talk beforehand. At that moment, he also experienced those circumstances. We appreciate each other feelings but idling away time. If we veritable need someone, become charitable towards each other. On an exam day, my Ex buddies were present at that place. I felt left out and start messaging him that, when will you arrive. He appeared and preferred to sit with them; he texted me that he could not sit with me. I was in a disastrous situation; I don’t understand who is scruples, but; in that condition, I felt no one is perpetually beyond concerning you. that situation instructed me never to rely on anybody. I did not stop talking to him; because my philosophies are never to devise a person for their bad/wrong accomplishments, always observe the immeasurable elements in them to stay. By the time we became best friends, push for betterment, make time for each other, realize many things about each other without saying anything, we were too close that sometimes we did not need words to understand each other. He always said that I know him better than anyone. Everyone starts jealous of our friendship and attempts to break this pure friendship, but they failed; because we owed our relationship never give self-assurance to anybody to impede our relationship, we always clear our delusion. We are mature enough to deal with our disappointments, complications, flaws; we not only provide opinions but be with each other. We were friends, we are friends, and will be.

This four years journey has become bearable because of him. I want to thank him for being there.