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The Broken Trust

Part 1

By Trina TuthillPublished 12 months ago 6 min read

Katie had always considered herself a realist. She didn’t believe in fairy tales, didn’t expect life to always be perfect, but she did expect trust in her marriage. She had been with Luke for seven years, and despite their ups and downs, she had always believed in the foundation they’d built. They had met in university, bonded over shared ambitions, and, over time, had crafted a life that seemed comfortable and steady. They had a lovely house in the suburbs, two dogs, and the kind of routine that was the envy of many of their friends. The kind of life that seemed to promise stability—perhaps even happiness.

That is until she found the message.

Katie had spent most of the evening at home, her laptop open as she worked on her freelance design projects. Luke had been out with his friends, a regular Friday night tradition. She’d been fine with it. After all, they both had their own lives, and their relationship had always been built on a certain amount of independence. But when she went to use Luke’s phone to look up something, she didn’t expect to stumble upon anything unusual.

Luke had always been secretive about his phone. He wasn’t overtly suspicious, but there were times when he would quickly swipe the screen or leave it face down when he wasn’t using it. She hadn’t thought much of it at first. She trusted him. But as she scrolled through his texts by accident, one message caught her eye. It was from an unfamiliar number, and the contents of the text made her heart stop.

“Hey babe, it’s Mia. Can’t wait to see you again soon. Same time next week? Let me know if you want to make it earlier.”

Katie’s fingers froze over the screen. A wave of nausea washed over her as she reread the message, her mind spinning. She could feel the familiar ache of doubt settle into her chest. She opened the message thread, her hands trembling slightly. There were several other exchanges—each one making her stomach twist tighter. It was clear that Luke had been in regular contact with this woman. The conversations were flirtatious, even intimate in places. She wasn’t just a friend.

Katie sat there, stunned. Mia. The name sounded unfamiliar, but the words in the messages were unmistakable. Luke, her husband of five years, was sleeping with someone else. And not just anyone—an escort.

Her initial reaction was disbelief. She must have misread something. Maybe it was a mistake. Maybe Mia was just a casual acquaintance, and the messages were taken out of context. But no. The evidence was right there in front of her: their secret, hidden in plain sight, written in black and white.

Katie stood up and paced the living room, trying to collect herself. She didn’t know what to do, or even what to feel. Her emotions were a tangle of anger, hurt, betrayal, and confusion. She had always thought their marriage was strong. They had discussed everything, from finances to family plans to personal goals. But this? This was a side of Luke she had never seen. A side that made her question everything.

She decided not to confront him immediately. Not yet. She wasn’t sure what she wanted from him, but she needed time to think. As much as she wanted to throw his phone at him when he walked through the door, she knew that wasn’t the answer. The woman inside her was screaming for justice, but the realist in her knew that rushing into confrontation would only lead to more pain.

The next day, Luke was unusually quiet when he returned home. Katie had spent the morning on the couch, staring at the phone with the evidence still in her hands, wondering how she could have missed all the signs. She had seen the late nights, the increasing distance between them, the subtle changes in his behavior. But she had dismissed them, chalking them up to work stress, or the demands of life. She never suspected that the gap between them was because of another woman.

Luke came in, greeted her with a brief kiss, and asked if she wanted to go out for lunch. Katie nodded, trying to mask the storm inside her. She could hardly look at him, let alone carry on a normal conversation. But she was determined to stay composed. She needed to get through this moment without exposing everything—without giving him the satisfaction of seeing her fall apart.

“Are you okay?” Luke asked, his voice softer than usual. He had always been attentive, but Katie could tell there was something else in his eyes today. The flicker of guilt?

“Yeah,” Katie said, her voice flat. “I’m fine.”

But as they ate their lunch at a quiet café, Katie’s mind raced. Every word Luke spoke, every glance he gave her, felt empty. How could she look at him the same way again after what she’d discovered? How could she ever trust him with her heart again?

The days that followed were an emotional rollercoaster. Katie couldn’t keep the secret to herself for long. She needed answers. But more than that, she needed to hear Luke’s explanation—to see if he would admit to what he had done. She wasn’t sure what she was hoping for. Was there any excuse for his betrayal?

Finally, after three days of internal turmoil, Katie decided to confront him. Luke had just returned from another night out, smelling faintly of alcohol and wearing the same uneasy look from the day they had lunch. Katie sat him down on the couch and stared at him, her eyes searching his face for any hint of remorse.

“Luke,” she began, her voice steady but her heart hammering in her chest. “We need to talk.”

He looked at her with a raised eyebrow, then sighed, clearly exhausted. “What’s this about now?”

Katie pulled out his phone, holding it between them like a weapon. “Who’s Mia?” she asked, keeping her voice as calm as possible. “And why have you been texting her like this?”

Luke’s face turned pale. The color drained from his features, and for a long moment, he didn’t say anything. Katie could see the guilt, the shame, and maybe something else—fear. He knew the jig was up.

“Tracy, I—” Luke started, but Katie cut him off.

“Don’t. Just don’t,” she said, holding up her hand. “I’ve read everything. I know everything.”

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Luke dropped his gaze to his hands, his face contorting with regret. Katie could feel her chest tightening, the pain she had been trying to suppress all week threatening to spill over.

“I’m sorry,” Luke finally whispered. “I should’ve never—”

“Why?” Katie interrupted, her voice shaking now. “Why would you do this? You promised me, Luke. You promised.”

He took a deep breath. “I don’t know what happened. I’ve been… struggling. I didn’t know how to handle it. Mia was… just someone I could talk to, someone who listened.”

Katie shook her head, tears welling in her eyes. “That’s not an excuse, Luke. You betrayed me. You betrayed our marriage. You don’t just sleep with someone like that and call it a mistake.”

Luke looked up at her, his eyes filled with pain. “I was selfish, Katie. I didn’t mean to hurt you. But I know I have. And I don’t know if I can fix it, but I’ll do whatever it takes to make it right.”

Katie stared at him, her heart torn in two. She didn’t know what to say, or what to do. Part of her wanted to forgive him, to believe that the man she had married still existed somewhere beneath the guilt. But another part of her knew that trust, once broken, could never be fully repaired.

“Don’t make promises you can’t keep,” Katie said quietly, standing up. “I need time, Luke. I need space to think about what I want and what I need. I can’t do this right now.”

And with that, she walked away—unsure of what the future held, but certain that she could never look at Luke the same way again.

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Trina Tuthill

Journlaist and radio presnter, podcast host - Passionate about social justice, feminism, family issues, culture, and music opinions and reviews.

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