Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 28 January 2025
28 January 2025 6:25 am. Another day in “paradise”. … I just completed dusting my boudoir and in honour of the ancestors, my 3 x great grandparents who were the Phillips and Dayley Clan out of Dublin Ireland via Sheerness, Kent to begin their lives in NZ back in 1851….I have gifted my little leprechaun ornament the beautiful doiley that Belinda Daniel gave me yesterday. It matches his green coat perfectly. When Irish Eyes are smiling…anything could happen…People of Earth!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 27 January 2025
27 January 2025 4:42 am awake. Listening to the kookaburras serenading the dawn. In pain, in my upper back muscle (behind my heart) which is a grief manifestation. I have given up on sleep now. Why flog a “dead” mustang kwe, amiright?! Time for a cup of tea. Breathe free of the cpap mask. Think great thoughts. Contemplate my future. Hmmm.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 26 January 2025
26 January 2025 (photo from a few days ago before this event happened!) I can’t bear to post a photo of her dead. 8:13 am She just died. I heard her drop. Ran in. In true bird form, she had waited for me. I thought she might survive. Alas no. I can’t believe this! It’s a nightmare without end.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 25 January 2025
25 January 2025 From Bookfesting to Standards of the Brooklyn Kind. …rocking out with/for Alter Egos. … 3:06 am I had an awesome night tonight. I danced and moshed and thrived. I made a few new friends and a competing rock chick frenemy named Michelle! It was hilarious.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 24 January 2025
24 January 2025 8:05 am another excellent result and a long sleep. Only two pee breaks which is good too. I just woke up from a very detailed dream that felt very real. The colours were authentic. Green lush grass, sunny blue skies. Again I was in a strange town. I had Jarrod with me. We were at a park.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 21 January 2025
21 January 2025 7:10 am Good morning. I just woke up from rather intense dreams. Lots to process. Mind recalibrations. Powerful but also beautiful. Reminding me of who I am and not to cede to others’ manipulations. Hmmm. Weird. Can I do it? Hold true to my self?
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 20 January 2025
20 January 2025 7:20 am A good result given how hard I worked yesterday on the ingots. My hands are both extremely sore. I have to get up early for an urology appointment to book in for Botox I don’t actually want just in case my bladder gets worse again.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 19 January 2025
19 January 2025 8:42 am. Here we go! Another day in “Paradise”! Another good result. I slept better. Deeper. Hopefully will feel more grounded today as my mood states were all over the place yesterday. Nothing too worrisome but showed me that I am still metamorphosing and a bit fragile from exhaustion.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 18 January 2025
18 January 2025 … 1:31 pm In the depths of Death’s shadow …let there be life! I took down my skull profile photo which perfectly represents metamorphosis. I may get it as a tattoo one day. (If I can find the extra cash lol) I still need to recolour my only tattoo).
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 17 January 2025
17 January 2025 7:48 am This is seemingly an excellent result but I’m not so sure as I spent four of those 6 hours awake or snoozing. I probably only reached REM for the last two hours. So I am not sure what caused the insomnia last night. I had a lovely day yesterday. Odd! But on we go!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
