Ain't a victim of Love
If you ask me 'what's love for me?'
Without a blink my answer will be,"Craziest headspace someone could be in".
I've heard people saying,"girls don't fall deeply in love."
Well,have you ever seen a girl so in love that later love starts scaring her?
A girl who talks about the unsaid bond between fire and water where one loses itself just to meet the other.
And the unsaid bond between sky and the stars? She shouts how inseparable they really are!
Who choses to walk by your side before she walks with you because she can see scars through your soul.
Who can see the pain buried in your eyes beholding every tear which could've fell down but never did.
Who writes a poem everyday just to let you know what you really mean to her.She will be forever grateful for the tiniest efforts you make to make her feel like she matters. Who keeps the letters you wrote to her safer than her own heart.The one who will offer her shoulders to cry over everytime she'd see the sadness in your burdened smile.
She will celebrate your every achievement just to let you know that you deserve the world.
And also offers her arms to shatter in when you fall down just so that you can stand much stronger and better because she believes in you with every bit of her soul.
Once,I was sad and he asked,"how can you be like this? How can you still stand with all the mirror pieces feet?".
"Because I've you". I said with a smile.
"You'll always have",he instantly replied with gleam in his eyes.
The kinda eyes I could shatter the world for!
'Honest' is what I called them. I always will. Because he meant it to his fullest in the moment,for a lifetime.
And he's still here. Trust me he's still here right by my side on this road. I can feel his presence in everything I do. The poems,the letters,the fire,the sky.EVERYWHERE.
Once,I was slowly shattering within.
By his side,I cried and cried for hours. But when he left,my own tears felt senseless to me. I believed I can love but not worthy of being loved. He was exactly like me in every possible way. But even if I hated myself,I was unable to hate him. And with years I realised in each other both of us saw what we were seeking,a mirror. The kinda mirror which won't let us know our faults.But these mirrors were too broken from within. I broke him and he broke me. And the worst? Time broke US. I'm still bleeding barefoot with nails.
I'm a crazy lover that's why I fell in love crazily.
Love scares me yet I don't blame it anymore cuz I'm a broken heart lover not a victim of love.
