Don’t look for love.
Be love.
i like it when the sky cannot change her mind and she cries pink into the waters and hugs the heavens with her pain
By Sara 2 years ago in Poets
until i want to stop injecting my veins with poison and pretty lies no one will stop me. my arm is a canvas and i draw bruises on it
when you say my name i forget it is mine and i swallow all the lies you feed me. it tastes so sweet. it takes so little.
i saw her in the park spinning on the big circle that made you dizzy until you didn’t know where you were. she reached out her hand.
1. Check to see if you replied even though I know you didn’t. 2. Repeat # 1. 3. Look in the mirror 4. Curse the tired eyes in it, always waiting.
it is hard to remember that i am more than mere flesh when every night you bend me over so you can feel good and every morning
i bleed in blue and show you everything i want you to see. i talk about the scrapes and bruises that have scabbed
i dug a hole in your arms and i lie in it even when you are not there. the taste of you lingers on my lips and i swallow your lies
you’ve been away. i put you away because i could no longer live with your hand around my throat, the smell of you
red is the color of the blood i bleed when my veins cannot contain my soul and i draw lines on my thighs to release
i ask myself why every time the sun rises and why every time it sets. i draw my curtains stand at the window
nobody can love me. i can’t even love myself. every morning i close my eyes and every night i open them because i am fighting
