Don’t look for love.
Be love.
my love for you is a tragedy because i cannot breathe with it and i cannot breathe without it. i would slit my throat
By Sara 2 years ago in Poets
i like to sleep alone because my demons do not like strangers and my pillow is soaked in blood. i am nobody’s girl
she has green eyes like emeralds and milky white skin like Aphrodite. she said God is a woman and i said i know because when she ran
i kissed a girl slept in another man’s bed because i thought maybe then my heart would forget you. it didn’t. i still look for you
he filled my belly with wine my ears with kisses and he tells me in his bed that i am beautiful but i roll over
my heart lies awake all night in the dark waiting for you even though my mind has attempted to explain to it
every time i think i am getting better cuz i sing in the mornings while i pour coffee granules into empty cups and i ask my mom
you didn’t even look back. if you did you’d see hollow eyes wild with fire lips kissed by gun powder and a heart
i chose martyrdom over peace and i started a war (with myself). i took arrows in the lieu of the doves i sacrificed
i do community service for all the boys looking for their wives while they find them and listen to them moan. maybe then
i hate Time because i know she will make me forget how beautiful loving you was. she will wipe my mind with healing
i swallow white pills for breakfast along with my orange juice and regret because plan A keep your hands to yourself
