Robbie Bale
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missing you
9. Brunch with the guys was pretty chill. Had some laughs with them that I haven't had in a long while. We go to this birthday party for one of my friend's sister. That was going to be a good time. Basically everyone in town knew her. So basically everyone in town showed up. The party went on into the night. and little did I know, my friends had prepared a surprise latern lighting for my love. Had a whole candlelight vigil set up as well. I know she's looking down at this with her beautiful smile. Good to know I wasn't the only one who loved her.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
missing you
8. As much as they say you'll get over it, I think that is one of the biggest lies I've ever heard. She's all I ever think about anymore. And it's just constant tears and sadness. I guess I just have to take it day by day. Eventually, I'll have to move on. Right? I feel like that's a rhetorical question. No one really has the answer. I hopped in the shower. I'm supposed to meet some friends for brunch. I really appreciate them for checking on me all the time and staying by my side in these trying times.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
missing you
7. Get home from the bowling alley. It was refreshing to just have a night out with the guys. I couldn't go much longer staying away from everyone. I was starting to lose touch with reality. Made myself some dinner and watched a little TV. I dozed off while watching my show. I dreamt that I was with my love. We were chilling in the living room just chilling. Like we always did. I felt so real. I thought it was real. When I woke up, the disappointment came back. I was looking around the room for her, but I remembered that she is gone forever.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
missing you
4. Sitting in my room after the service. Just sitting there in my thoughts. This pain is too much for me. What did I not get to do or say to her before she left. Did we get into a fight? Or did we leave the night as the peaceful couple we were. All the questions remaining unanswered. I should've driven her to work that day. Maybe she was too tired because I kept her up all night. I should've been there with her. But no, this is my fault. I can't blame myself for this. How could you go?
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
missing you
5. It has been a month since the love of my life left this earth. I haven't really been as bed-bound as I was. At the beginning, I could barely get out of my covers. I felt her presence next to me when I was in bed. So I guess I didn't want to leave her ever again. But I had to get myself together. It was getting out hand. Scrolling through old pictures of us. She had the most radiant smile I've ever seen. A connection I could never have with anyone else. On the verge of crying, I hear a knock on my door.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
missing you
3. I need a magic inhaler right now. I gotta escape from reality real quick. I refuse to believe any of this is real right now. That is not my baby in that blue box. Why out of all people is this happening to me. Everything is moving too fast right now. It feels like I’m going to pass out. We laid my heart to rest. Then we had dinner. During the whole meal, the tears were just sprinting down my face. Tears all in my mac & cheese. Mom came to console me. she wiped away all my tears.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
missing you
2. A couple days went by. It was finally time for my love’s funeral. I had tried to prepare myself for this these past few days. I thought I’d be ready. The hard truth was that I wasn’t ready for this. I tried to hold back tears the whole funeral service. But everyone’s words are so moving. I couldn't help but let it all flow. When it was time to go up and view her, I thought I was prepared. But I couldn’t even believe it. My preparations weren't enough. I refuse to believe that is her laying right there.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
missing you
1. I thought everything was good. When she walked out the house this morning, I thought everything was all good. Had not even the slightest idea that that would be the last time I will see my baby. My sweet love. After she left my house this morning, she ran a red light and got hit head on by a truck. Gone instantly, just like that. We all rushed to the hospital the second we heard the news. But of course, we all were too late. I can’t even process this. I don’t know how to. it just doesn't seem real.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
the dictionary
9. We had to evade the feds, just in case the workers called the cops on us. Hid in an alley for about 30 minutes. Just to let the spot cool down. Once there weren’t any sirens, I sped home. I only had barely 2 hours left to turn in my paper. I looked up the definition of the word and the start of my rough draft. When I finished, I still have to type it and edit and by the grace of the Lord, the internet came back on. I get the final edit on my essay queued up for submission.
By Robbie Bale3 years ago in Poets
