missing you

5.

It has been a month since the love of my life left this earth. I haven't really been as bed-bound as I was. At the beginning, I could barely get out of my covers. I felt her presence next to me when I was in bed. So I guess I didn't want to leave her ever again. But I had to get myself together. It was getting out hand. Scrolling through old pictures of us. She had the most radiant smile I've ever seen. A connection I could never have with anyone else. On the verge of crying, I hear a knock on my door.