Nicole Walker
Bio
I am trying my shot at writing. My perspective is that of a neurodivergent, first time mom with knowledge about child development and a passion for mystery and suspense. Do with that what you will. If you like what you see, email me. ☺️
Stories (4)
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Truly Criminal Relaxtion. Content Warning.
For a moment I can’t tell if the connection is poor or if my therapist is concentrating on keeping a “neutral” face. Even I know that a neutral face in response to a personal interest you share with your therapist is not a good sign. My words are slowing down and I get quiet. “ I’m listening, go on” my therapist fishes for the rest of the concerning details. “You’re gonna tell me that I have to stop huh?” I wait on the other end of the video call bracing myself for impact. “I will say that this could be contributing to your night terrors and to rule it out… you should probably take a break.” Now logically I know she’s right but I can’t be the only one who loves to grab a snack, some wine, and deep dive into true crime. I know that I’m not.
By Nicole Walkerabout a year ago in Psyche
Mental Money
Have you ever gotten a piggyback ride that was too rough? You and the other party engage in this activity with the intent of having a great time but all of a sudden you realize that how good of a time that could be had is not up to you at all, you are along for the ride and have little to no control as to whether this game is fun or not. That is what it feels like when I am faced with a financial choice. ADHD is carrying me and I am just along for an experience that was intended to be a fun time.
By Nicole Walkerabout a year ago in Motivation
Fresh, Fast and Fried . Content Warning.
How long have we been running? It feels like hours. This is that feeling, you know, like in a dream where you are running as fast as you can and you are getting nowhere. Ashunte wants to give up, she thinks that she might and then the hand grips her shoulder tight, then the other over her mouth; glued there, more like tape than a hand.
By Nicole Walkerabout a year ago in Horror
You Should Be Ashamed?. Content Warning.
I am hurrying through the supermarket, my child sleeping quietly in his car seat stroller contraption. It’s 7:30 am Christmas Eve and I am, yet again trying not to look shameful as a first time mom showing up to his childcare without holiday incentives for his teachers. I can’t stand to think of what others will think of me and then I think to myself what life choices have led me to this internal battle.
By Nicole Walkerabout a year ago in Families
