Worth A Second Chance?
Clashing, crashing, the soul it baits
Alive and awake at the pearly gates
Wondering
What happened with my life
Stumbling
Across others waiting for their fates
Humbling
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Living life, thoughtless vices on my mind running
Shackles on my demons never worked, gotta live cunning
Watching the queue moving up. How am I to speak
When I face my judgement later. Gotta be released
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Did I live how I should, not sure, but I could
If I get a second chance, I know I gotta push
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But reality got a hold of me
Constant desires surrounding me
Choking me
Its hard being good in this world
Gotta admit
From left to right swirled
Always conflict
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Tried moving outta the neighbourhood
But it pulls me back
Like it’s got a bait and hook
Attached on my back
An easier life, can’t say black or white
But living in the grey provided for them and I
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Learning the ways to make a living
Never knew I would take the living
Slowly it consumed my soul and blackened
To the point my mind died and mangled
My morality, integrity and honour
Personality changed, become a gunner
Can I really change if I get a chance?
Not sure
In life, I never had a chance
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What makes it different now
Would I be different now
Second chance. I’m begging now
Would I really get it now?
Now facing judgement for my life
It gave me thought of strife
Not sure I will survive
Out there, with not a light
I close my eyes and then
Accept that I have sinned
I Probably won’t repent
So let it all just end
