Kira
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Do you know what its like to lose I lost, I lost a very important grade that I put years of struggle and study into. I lost the only definition of success in my 4 year of study. It is the hardest feeling I’d ever felt. Especially since I lost to someone who had only just started his journey who met me in my struggle but still was able to make it and won. I feel useless, stupid and angry. My anger knows no bounds. Even in my silent prayers, in my late night weeping, I remember how my pillow was always wet with my tears, tears of frustration, tears of fatigue. silent prayers for help to GOD to help me win but I lost. In all this I try to assure my self that everything happens for a reason but the more I tell myself that the more I realize how foolish and unintelligent I am. I claim to know but honestly I have learnt nothing. In simple words “ I am unwise, I do not fall into the category of the smart kids” in fact I am short of words. But I had always known this but I thought maybe studying hard and cramming the note can help me get my grade up but it now only reminds me now that to struggle could only do so much for me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I want a solution, I am not a free spirit so many people don’t see me as friendly, I don’t even know what’s I want for myself, it feels like I’m cursed.
By Kiraabout a month ago in Confessions
