Elisha

Joined December 2019

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Emotional Detox
As I sit here alone in my two bedroom apartment, trying not to go get my favorite salty crackers from the fridge, I vibrate deep within. I've been an open wound for the past few months and as my awareness grows I notice the change in my body and energy field. I feel warmth. An intimate love I've never received from anyone else. It feels like a giant warm blanket is surrounding me and in it is little fibers of love. Kissing my body so gently that it almost tickles like the wind. I've been so confused on why this feeling had been encompassing me for days. I knew that an emotional detox was taking place, is taking place, and I know that I've dived deeper into my spiritual practice. But for some reason I couldn't put two and two together. It took google to tell me that I was experiencing my root chakra opening from my pelvis. There has been so much energy flowing through that it gives off this orgasmic feeling. Unfortunately that's the best of it. The rest are lots of aches and pains, restless nights, vivid nightmarish dreams, and a heavy body (grounding to the earth). I feel sluggish, confused, anxious but somehow I also feel so much love, acceptance and security. I'm learning how to balance this new energy. I welcome it with loving arms as it becomes a part of me. I am so very grateful. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
By Elisha5 years ago in Longevity
Self-love will heal the world
I sit here with a deep gravity to my field. I sit here frozen still, confused on where I should be. What should I be doing right now? How can I help? How can I stop all the suffering, all the pain, all the screams from crying out. How can I save the innocent from those who are ignorant, save the animals who have suffered long enough from the choices we have made. Sitting here I have realized I can't. I can't actually move, for I have no way to get there. I can't speak, for I don't have a voice people listen to. I can't help, for I don't know if I have any power to do so. I CAN'T move and it feels like the pain will never stop existing, that as long as we keep looking the other way, pretending that we don't see this suffering, it will consume us all. Then we won't have a choice but move and speak up. Our leaders will be forced to acknowledge what is and accept that hell is happening on earth and they’re on the top, watching it burn.
By Elisha6 years ago in Motivation
Frozen still
I sit here with a deep gravity to my field. I sit here frozen still confused on where I should be. What should I be doing right now? How can I help? How can I stop all the suffering, all the pain, all the screams from crying out. How can I save the innocent from those who are ignorant. Save the animals who have suffered long enough from the choices we have made. Sitting here I have realized I can't. I can't move, for I have no way to get there. I can't speak, for I don't have a voice people listen to. I can't help, for I don't know if I have any power to do so. I CAN'T move and it feels like I will be like this forever. That the pain will never stop coming, that as long as we keep looking the other way, pretending that we don't see this suffering, it will consume us all. Then we won't have a choice but move and speak up. We will be forced to acknowledge what is and accept that hell is happening on earth. I am so afraid of what's to come. Our souls are growing but not nearly at the rate they need to be. We have continued to distract ourselves and shed light on only what is true to us. Disregarding truths and pain because they are not experienced by our own being. How can we be so ignorant to believe that that means they don't matter. We are all one. We are ONE consciousness living in a universe that is growing and making mistakes. I am sitting here frozen telling myself that there is nothing I can do but reach out my soul to every being that is hurting. For if they are hurting so am I. For if they are hurting so are we. These mistakes that the human race keep making have consequences and when we meet our doomsday I only hope the human race is humble enough to believe that we had this coming, that we did nothing as the world burned and mother nature spoke more clearly as she ever has. The world is on fire and I'm sitting here in my cool apartment frozen to the fact that to do something means to change. To be uncomfortable, creative, determined, loud, strict, brave, courageous and most importantly strong. We have so much power to be better than who we were yesterday. We are also so blind to the fact that we are in control of what world we want to live in. I am done with being still. Done with being frozen. I don't know how to unfreeze myself but, I know that being frozen is the first step down a long journey of self-discovery the world needs to face. I hope the world sees what mother nature is trying to say. I hope we freeze with fear so that we can rise above and stop the suffering that occurs every second of every day. I am still frozen and it really feels like I always will be. Never the less my soul knows deep inside that we are capable of unconditional love because that's our true nature, we have just forgotten. To all the souls suffering all over the world, I call out to you. I send you all the bravery and strength needed in these burning times. I send you understanding and compassion for yourselves and for your families. I send you the deepest form of love, reaching out to let you know I'm here and will continue to be there frozen still in time. I get it now. I feel it like a presence. I am frozen because I am waiting. Waiting for my orders. Leaving my body to rest and get ready for the battle that's coming my way. I might be frozen but I will never not fight for what is right and what I believe in. I am frozen still, rising slowly but powerfully.
By Elisha6 years ago in Motivation