Brandy Tharp
Bio
Hello. Here to write stories from my past and the imaginary world I live in. I am a typical individual, minus some flaws, and I would like to get my voice out there but writing a book has been too daunting. I am a crafter of many sorts.
Stories (6)
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A New Life
If I were to start a new life, which I am. Ill change my diet, I will work out, I will be able to stay up all hours. I want to get fit for hiking, I want companionship in my life, I want friends, and I would like to be beautiful inside. So now with this goal in mind how will I make the small steps. Go to the grocery store, organize my pantry with sticky notes, stop drinking coffee, and only drink water and juice. Be happy, be proud of myself for making such a goal. Stop smoking by saving every penny I can. Before, I had a God Jar, money for God. Ill start that again. Ill make a prayer for my husband, but first I need to make a prayer for all that I want to see in myself. Yet just like smoking I have a desire for dating sites, maybe it will get easier to stop once I start praying.
By Brandy Tharp5 years ago in Motivation
A Broken Home
Unknown of what to write this winters eve. Should we continue to strive at writing our own story? For what ever reason that we do, I think it is the right one. Me, I am writing so people know who I am, what has happened in my life, and most importantly, to move on. I suffer from serious mental illness so I do not write the best so I would appreciate you looking past the unexplained errors.
By Brandy Tharp5 years ago in Families
Stripping (bikini bar)
I did it for over a year, living outside of LA area, trying to make a living while going to school and working two other day jobs. I am still recovering from it, totally corrupted my view of men, and some women forever. Yet I was fit, 115 lbs. and built that muscle to climb the pole like no tomorrow. Even though I do not advice it for anyone, I met some good spirits. As in the other dancers, we of course became friends and related on daddy issues, mommy issues, boyfriend issues, job issues, school issues. Basically, you should take yourself to therapy instead of that pole. I mean, take some dance classes, with costumes of course, costumes and dancing were the best.
By Brandy Tharp5 years ago in Filthy
Tea Party
Hello, my name is Brandy Thorpe am I am diagnosed with an illness that has handicapped my life as an individual. Some may say we are not our illness that we are more than our illness, But I have not found the strength or community that proves that to me. Those I have spoken with think my illness is real in this sense that it is not an illness at all, but a fact of life. Growing up I believed in my illness as spirits and ghosts of course now as I am on medication, I can only see it as my imagination. In my 30s the illness became too strong to handle day to day life. Years of believing it was real has caused me to be confused about who I am, what I am supposed to accomplish with my life, and to be an outcast. This illness Is schizoaffective. I am also diagnosed with bipolar and personality disorder. I am still my disease.
By Brandy Tharp5 years ago in Psyche
Love
There was three. And they all resembled each other, the only difference was the height. Two of them were friends and the third was my rebound when I was in a homeless shelter. My whole life growing up I walked over men, but one of the three, finally walked over me. I will admit that one I formed a infatuation for, unable to control the passion I used to feel for him. For ten years I had an infatuation over these two men and the third got the worst punishment of them all, I am thinking it was something gang related.
By Brandy Tharp5 years ago in Humans
