Asrai Devin

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How Shiny Objects Can Lead to Disaster: Three Ways Glimmer Captivated Me
Glimmer in limerence is the initial attraction phase. The limerent object sparkles. Because they have somehow sparked this glow of neurochemicals and arousal and desire in the limerent person. It’s like infatuation magnified by infinity.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Confessions
Unveiling the Secrets of Emotions
Obsessions run my life. The focus changes from time to time. Sometimes it’s a fleeting subject, a favorite person, or a worthy cause.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Confessions
Is Self Compassion a Scam? An Honest Review
Shame has been a constant companion in my life. My height of shame was in September 2022. Two months after my affair was uncovered followed by the discovery that I continued contact after promising I would discontinue contact. I made a series of continuous bad choices that I had to take responsibility for or lose my marriage. Somehow, I didn’t lose everything, despite doing everything wrong as I confessed the truth. Lies followed by deflection and minimizing.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Confessions
The Importance of Validation in a World of Criticism
I crave to be heard. The desire for an understanding of the mind is universal. To know deep down we matter. Our feelings are important to someone - anyone - and that they are valid.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Humans
Want A Strong Marriage? Avoid These 6 Easy Mistakes That Preceded My Affair. Content Warning.
Affairs are rarely spontaneous. They are a slow series of little choices. Unresolved conflicts led to turning away from my spouse, and toward another. Making negative comparisons of my spouse to my affair partner.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Humans
Sweet Sweet Fantasy. Content Warning.
Jesus, if his sister-in-law didn’t start wearing clothes, Jake was certain he’d have a permanent hard on. He had complained to his wife once, but the response was, “I want her to be as comfortable here as she would be in her own place. You know she’s had a hard time since her relationship went so badly.”
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Filthy
5 Aspects of My Limerence Addiction
Jordan Knight of New Kids on the Block was my first limerence obsession. I can recite the names of all the boys through grade school and high school I had limerent experience with. I won’t to save myself the embarrassment. But limerence followed me into my adult life. My last limerent object was my affair partner in a three-year emotional online affair.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Confessions
Garters
“Very nice choice, my dear.” He kissed her forehead and she dropped her gaze. He lifted her chin. “Look at me, little one.” His voice had an edge to it. “You’ll learn.”
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Filthy
Yes, My Lord
Logan cleared off his home office desk. He set everything in a laundry hamper he borrowed from his cleaning lady — he learned laundry was not his thing early in his bachelorhood.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Filthy
Would you go down on me in a theatre?. Content Warning.
Kylie adjusted her skirt for the dozenth time since she sat down. What if someone saw she was wearing no underwear? What if someone noticed her pulling her skirt down again and guessed? What if someone smelled how wet she was?
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Filthy
Is An Affair True Love?. Content Warning.
During my affair, I read over and over that affairs statistically have a poor probability of becoming a lasting relationship.
By Asrai Devinabout a year ago in Humans
Babysitter Gets Caught
Brandy grabbed a second throw pillow and stacked it behind her on the arm of the sofa. She put her feet on the plush seat near her butt, with enough space between her thighs for her hand to slip up under her skirt. The skirt that would be around her waist in a moment.
By Asrai Devin2 years ago in Filthy