Unforgiven Rain

If reincarnated, I wanna come back as a man

Rain lightning and thunder in the background clangs

You're so unemotional robotic dead inside

True emotions suppressed down the drain they glide

Staring off in the distance raindrops the main focus

Relationship miles away from the original love that drove us

I laid out my feelings to you and you only become more distant

Recalling years past when our love didn't feel insufficient

I don't wanna have to beg you to love me as rain puddles in the grass

Hurt feelings pent up grudges caused our love to collapse

You should be the one doing all you can to save us

Secretly wishing the rain would wash away the pain that stain us

I give I give I give and you give nothing in return

What you give are material things not my thoughts or concern

Tangible objects and money delivers your idea of love

I'm not that person, never been no satisfaction in the above

Rain continues and so do your words starting to feel this absurd

Try to share my deepest thoughts and feelings however you defer

I need you to be more present and act like we're in this together

Insensitive thought, wish you would shut up and stop ruining the weather

Ok self, STOP!