Unconscious

Not quite awake

Still my eyes close

But I cannot see

What I have before me

I just don't know

If this is all real

Or just another reality

Where I walk.around in

An horrific state

Just watching myself

Crumble into tiny

Little pieces

So that nobody

Can.see what my

Mind has become

In.its induced state

I am alive

But I can barely see

Through my blurred consciousness

While I try and walk through

This catastrophic disaster

Which is now normality

But I am.not a part of this.

I'm trying to break

Myself away

From this nothingness

But it's not simple

it never is

But somehow

I will release myself

From this chaotic mess.