unbearable

I love you, but i can't stand the way you make me feel

I try to get away from it,

I think i got away from it

when all of a sudden there we are again

our clothes on the floor, our feelings right where we left them

only this time, i don't think running away is the answer

But where am i supposed to find all this courage i was meant to have?

i reach inside myself

looking for a shred of resolve that might have lingered from times past

Somehow it keeps coming up empty