Tying Up Loose Ends

It's crystal clear that I see you

in a desperate and hopeless way.

Cthulhu would call you

if not, but one thing-

You are sought by nothing,

as you seek not a thing.

I feel at first guilty, sympathy until-

I remember that I have hope

and that you never will.

I love you always; that is certain.

But I relinquish myself of you and your burden.

This is not farewell.

For that, you'd need a hello.

But I am stronger that you

Perhaps, perhaps I always was-

and your painful memory will fade because

you are nothing more than you ever were

and if Nothing else of This I Am Sure!

I will rise above the ashes that burned

I will see through the mist conjured

by...your horrid, monstrous appetite.

I am not weak. You are not wrong.

You are not human.

That is all.