There

There I am

Let loose my lips

That can't contain my tongue

Read like a book that has never been opened

To the cover that has felt so numb

For months these feelings have let in monsters

That holds my heart like an anchor

But the muscular veins

Has been tall as a mountain

pump blood throughout my temple

There you are

In a bubble you call home

Barely spoken words

That comes right off your dome

Despite your journey

To somewhere better mentally

You hesitate adventures

That could change your life greatly

There you are

Struggled and Dependent

On the words that hold past as a curse

Mistaken of my feelings

That could cost us our love

But for sure that I've been through worst

There I am

For now I am okay

Maybe as people leave

I swallow a great amount of pain

Today is not tomorrow

So why do it again

Love lost as a burden

That I feel from within

There I am