The memories

Falling in love is like a fire in your heart, butterflies exploding in your stomach. Its something you don't force on yourself it just happens. when you meet the right person you cant control yourself, your feelings explode like a volcano. Until the one day you realize your fantasy isn't what you thought it was going to be. You wake up from your disney fairy tail. They break your heart into millions of pieces and you never forget.

When you first fall in love you just know its right because you don't force it, it just happens uncontrollable. You feel like you're that princess from the fairy tail just falling in love at first sight of their prince. You just love them and will do anything to keep them in your life. All you want is to keep them happy. Because when they're happy you're happy. Where ever you go you think about them, every second you want to be with them. Everything you see or do reminds you of them and you just get happy. You feel like a little girl getting so happy to see them, your stomach fills up with butterflies when you think about them. Anything positive that can happen happens when you think, hear,and see the person you are in love with. You never forget your first love because it was the happiest feeling being with that person. Its like a dream you don't wake up from. You just never forget all the good times you have with each other, probably your happiest memories.

Being in love with someone can be pretty intense. You carry that glass together and when someone starts to stop caring and gets lazy it fall and breaks. Love is like a job you need to both do work to keep it going. You have to balance each other out give each other equal amount of love. Show that you'll do anything for them to let them know you care, you want them, and their important to you. Make them feel special, get them to feel like there the only person on the planet beside them, the only one they would jump in front of a bullet for. You need to trust them until they break that trust. And they should be the number one person you go to because you trust them that much.

    The first time they break your trust it completely crushes you into millions of pieces. Because you never knew someone you loved so much could hurt you so bad. When that happens your thoughts become so blank and you don't know what to do anymore, you don't even know what to think because you don't even know that side of that person. You want to just forget everything but its always in the back of your head. Then you fight all the time about it and your relationship goes down the drain. You just want it to be back to the times were you were so happy and when you were so in love with each other.

    When you and your first love break up is the most difficult times of your life. They will always be in the back of your head. You're going to wonder what they're doing, who they're with, if they moved on from you, and if there seeing someone else. All you really want is to get back together and try and be like you were before you started fighting. They are all you care and think about and you just can't stop thinking about them ever.

Love is a painful process of life, you fall in and out of love thinking that one person is the one you want to be with for the rest of your life. You meet that special person that you feel so comfortable with you just know there the one for you. You see yourself marrying them one day you're just convinced there the one for you. Anything about them is perfect for you and nothing can change that. Until complications begin and its hard. They aren't who you fell in love with in the beginning. Your first love they are just a memory you'll never forget.

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