The Bride of The Piercing Light

To my wonderful bride that I love ever so dearly

You are everything that I've always wanted

You are everything that I've ever needed

The fact that you have a place in my heart brings me to humble myself before that which is absolute

Without you I am incomplete

With you I am made full

However, betrayal shall cause my heart to turn as cold as ice

Never again will I be able to love you the same

But forgiveness is grace, and you mean me well even if having self-interest

I look at you the way I do because I love you

There is no material possession I wish to acquire from being with you

I am only with you because I have loved you ever since I knew that your life was worth saving by putting mine on the line

Ever since then, I have loved you

And I have never stopped loving you

I know of all the ways I have been deceived while loving you

And even then I still forgave you and loved you even more

I never once turned my back on you

I only loved you harder, because deep down I knew from the start you thought I could be deceived by your efforts and those that have put you against me

It is my hope that you all do not think I am without the capacity to walk away

I choose to do no such thing because you are my bride, the mother of my offspring, and the friend I have grown with over these years

Do you remember when they wanted to leave you with nothing?

How worried you were?

How much shame you had felt because they hated you for not being their tool of sexual pleasure?

Do you remember how I defended you and remained at your side?

Do you remember me telling you how I would always be by your side and that I would never leave you?

Well, am I not still here by your side?

Have I not kept my word and loved you even more?

Did I get what I want from you and discard you like they all wish to do?

Even when your family, friends, and the world told you I was nothing didn't I continue to love you and give you all that has been given to me?

Did I not teach you new things as you have taught me?

Didn't I show you how to stand tall in the eyes of your enemies?

Did I not put my life on the line for you and this country, even after being disrespected and told I would never be good enough for you?

Was I not victorious in the eyes of your family?

Did I not offer to wipe away their sins?

Did I not make that manifest because I loved you more than my own life?

Have you betrayed me after all that I have done?

As much as I have loved you have you taken the words of the miserable into consideration?

Do you listen to fools that can only buy your love and not fulfill your soul?

Have I not made you a Queen over every country I rule above?

Do my allies not hold you in high regard?

Do they not honor you and show you love as I have shown them?

Do you not feel the pain I feel from not being by your side?

Can you not understand how I feel as a man being without you?

Are my desires meaningless to you as a man?

Am I not deserving to be pleased after all I have done for you and the ungrateful?

Have I not shown you I am a King, a Prince, and an Immortal?

Have I not proven I am who I profess to be?

Have you not witnessed many attempts on my life while keeping a smile on my face through it all?

Am I not allowed to be tired?

Am I not allowed to be pleased like the King that I am?

Should I bow before those that live in a world that is mine?

Shall I dare make myself lesser in my own Kingdom to make my disciples comfortable?

I dare not say such a repulsive thing

I am the Light that is

I am the Light that was

And I am the Light that will be

I am the one they claim to serve even when reciting thy book

I am fruitful, as I have made you a mother

I am forgiving, even those that betrayed me I have allowed to live

I am merciful, I have done your family no harm for trying to turn you against me

I am exactly who they claim to represent

I am the First, and I am the Last

I could go on Forever, but I'm sure you've gotten the message

I love you so much, and no shortcoming or wrestle with Darkness shall change that

I love you, and look Forward to changing the world through my love for you and my council given

The disciples that obey my word and my cause shall be blessed beyond their imagination

All that attack my character are beneath my feet and will remain there for eternity

Enjoy a life without me if you wish to leave

Destroy your world and city if you betray me once more

And if you love me conditionally, you will never be fulfilled by the material possessions of the world that you will gain

But, welcome to a world of possible impossibilities if you right any wrongs you have been comanded to act out against me

Sincerely yours Forever,

The Great Destroyer of All Things