Technical

Sit here.. Wait a minute if you please.. Experience these.. Technical difficulties..

Allow us a moment to slap away the fleas .. I ask you is it not enough to stand out here and freeze .. Technical difficulties ..

Come over .. Get on your knees .. Examine my head .. Don’t you be a tease .. You know how I am .. No need to pretend .. I have so many of theses .. Technical difficulties ..

Feverishly Spreading .. Awaiting bliss .. Asking myself who else do you kiss .. So eager to achieve that sickness to deceive .. Who’s to know that betrayal .. Life is a Test of pass or fail .. Technical difficulties ..

Another’s smile to be painfuly taken away.. Isn’t that heavy.. Balance so unsteady.. Your lies just to be stumbled upon .. Poof be gone .. Nobody understands anything that you say .. Falling into depression sounds that way.. Technical difficulties ..

Stressing .. Obsessing .. Look into their actions to see what they have been confessing .. Putting hurt into words .. Conversions so distressing .. You know it feels .. I’m only guessing .. Technical difficulties..

To whom is this still addressing.. Got to keep everyone suggesting . They have no clue on what’s gone missing .. Isn’t there someone new you rather me undressing ? Our instincts will guide us .. Keep everything in that is confided in us .. Aloow me to be someone safe that you can trust .. May the light of the moon bind us .. No needs to define us .. weight of our worlds still confine us .. Technical difficulties ..

What’s left .. Is there still confusion to what you seek .. Don’t try to hard .. Never overthink .. We all got answers .. Peace is individual and unique .. Do you still feel incomplete ? Help me help you .. Damn I forgot what we were supposed to do .. Somehow I already knew that I never had a clue .. Technical difficulties ..

Bottom line .. Technically I have difficulties with everything I try to do .. I can try to explain it .. But I rarely do .. It’s so hard to find a way to learn how to let go of my ego .. No longer walk through the path I already bled on .. Trip over every love I stumble upon .. Learning to keep returning trips to myself in my head .. Keeping your ghosts far too real..

That’s how nothing ever ends .. In these Technical Difficulties..

Poetry by cycle of scars

Artwork by Artist Unknown