Slow

Fighting a feeling .. I belong to a different reality.. Are we even in the same dimension? It was fate to have me learn your lesson.. can you hear me ? I still have to ask the question.. Was it your intention ?

Let it flow.. Slow on the go..

I reuse that pain.. seems like to me it’s my only renewable resource.. I’m so off course.. You no longer remain.. So why do I bother to continue to grip on so tight.. All my thoughts have been infected.. Latched on to me with a dog bite.. I try with all my might..

Purge that taste.. Slow on the go..

Heartbreak coursing throughout my veins.. Affecting everything.. Motivating a unwanted presence.. Your images continue to induce flashbacks.. Causing another loss of another day.. It had to be this way ? I had so much left to say.. You took that all away..

Losing all the feeling.. Slow on the go..

This is not my place.. What have you done with my face.. I’m no longer the me that you knew.. From this perspective I’ve grew.. Who knows The puppet you manipulated.. I’m not even the version of me from before we dated.. I have been erased.. Loving you was such a waste.. I can’t wait till I can no longer picture your face..

Forget it all.. slow on the go..

Our significance was so small.. Why do I bother to care at all.. There was never even a time I thought you might call.. I knew that our time had come..You showed that we were done.. I just never cared to see what you saw.. Obvious you had withdrawals ? I felt a Pain of your cause..

Not for me.. It’s for you..Slow on the go..

A Future holds what our pasts had left behind.. We will all see that in time.. Out of sight out of mind.. Some days are so bright.. I can’t help but to know I had been blinded.. My functions tend to be misplaced in the light of others.. I still feel disgrace.. You will be replaced..

Why am I so slow ? Can’t let anyone go.. Never come back to where my demons dwell.. We have personalized services for your punishment in our private hell..

Slow On The Go..

Poetry by Cycle of Scars

Artwork by Artist Unknown