Monster in Disguise
There is a monster behind these innocent eyes, trying to disguise its truth in all the lies, trying to understand whats wrong with me, the things I would never be. A monster in disguise wanting to believe that I am stronger than this life but I have spent so much time on the run I never realized the monster I have become. I never realized the hate I feel for myself and for how my monster in disguise makes me feel alive inside, it fills my pride as my heart lays on the sidelines trying to catch its breath, trying to stay alive.