Sweet light

The sun burns bright, piercing the air, striking my skin. So early, yet so warm.

Invisible to my eyes, the sun kisses the plants. One by one, inch by inch, showing love and affection to every cell.

What happens behind closed doors does not bother me, yet the pain I receive is all but lost.

I try to adapt; I try to accommodate; I try to suffer, nothing works. I love you, yet you love another, scorned by my love like the gas that surrounds you.

Farewell, I choose to stick up for myself. I won’t tolerate your scarring hate anymore. Considering your absence, I will choose life.

No matter how often you stalk me through my blinds, I won’t miss you completely. A tiny part of me clings to what we have. The euphoria becomes addictive.

I’ll seek you out in my lowest moments, but never at my highest. I will wish you were there when you aren’t and when you won’t leave me alone, I will wish nothing but for you to vanish.

I’m leaving now, standing tall, proud of my decision.

I’ll see you soon.