Sorry is not Enough

The words ‘ I’m sorry ‘ have lost meaning to them, and have been used for all the wrong reasons. Even worse, these words lead to betrayal, so commonly used that it doesn’t have the same meaning as it did back when our parents parent’s. Almost to the point where there is no true meaning whatsoever, is there even a way to have a meaningful apology anymore.

Today’s world saying sorry to someone is now replaced with sex, but even then it’s not an apology, an it never will be an apology. The world is so twisted, words are twisted.

When someone is trying to give a real sincere apology they are unable to, they try so hard to have meaning behind it, within it. It’s just brushed aside, so they keep trying to prove to that person, that they truly mean it. Again it gets brushed aside, slowly over time that person who once tried so hard, desperately trying to make the person they were apologizing to really and truly believe that it was meaningful and sincere. Stops.

They drained their soul, their time and effort. To only find that it was constantly being brushed aside, ruins them. Now they’ve learned that no one cares anymore about what they have to say. So what do they do?They become heartless, so heartless that their whole aura changes, can't go back to the way they once were.

Now I ask “ Is there still a way for someone to truly apologize to someone? ” You could tell someone in a million different ways with how sorry they truly are. Each time though, they know that it’s just going to get tossed to the side and ignored. Today's world has taught us over time to dwell on the negativity.

This makes it hard for us good people who still exist, end up suffering the most. Because everyday we wear our hearts on our sleeves, the reason is we try to see the good in everyone. And because of this we become the most damaged, and the most scarred. We apologize even when something isn’t our fault, we apologize. It hurts deep down inside when something is our fault and our apology isn’t taken seriously.

We end up becoming lost in this world,not knowing where to stand. Pushing forward, continuing to find a way to truly apologize to someone they care about. Praying that one day they open their eyes to see the meaning behind it, one day it will happen, that day is never going to show itself today or tomorrow. But somewhere in the future.

It is painful to think that saying ‘ I’m sorry ‘ has been overused and misused. I can’t tell you the true pain that is inside me everyday, feelings are damaged, my soul is no longer with me. I have no soul. Trust also goes behind saying ‘ I’m sorry ‘, this is what makes it that much harder to make an apology have the true meaning and sincerity.

Again I will ask you “ Is there still a way for someone to truly apologize to someone?” Is there? Ask yourself this when you have nothing else to think about. Look at how quickly something that seems so simple to think about, becomes so hard. It may seem impossible, but don’t give up right then and there, keep going and the outcome may surprise you. You may even surprise yourself.