Sorry

This was written based on several fights I had with my parents.

I was going through a rough patch in my life and needed to release all the negative thoughts.

I’m not sorry that I did something good today.

I’m not sorry for being talented.

I’m not sorry for being productive and making something.

I’m not sorry for spending so much time with my friends.

I’m not sorry for wanting freedom.

I’m not sorry for liking the gothic style.

I’m not sorry for feeling rebellious.

I’m not sorry for crying when I miss you.

I’m not sorry for starving myself.

I’m not sorry for hurting myself.

I’m not sorry for myself —

because I don’t deserve it.

I’m sorry that you have to deal with me.

I’m sorry I turned out to be a disappointment.

I’m sorry that you have to live with me.

I’m sorry that you have to care for me.

I’m sorry that I’m an emotional mess.

I’m sorry that my life affects you so much.

I’m sorry I didn’t kill myself when I first got the chance.

I’m sorry because it’s all I can feel.

I can’t feel very much but whatever I do feel, it isn’t good.