Sing sing baby it will all heal sooner than You think ....

Don't give up, you've already been through so much said the angel sitting on my bed and pouring in a new plan to help me recover from them

why do I so rarely see you here, if I knew you were really here I wouldn't be so afraid being in their cage, this is the hardest stage, sometimes I thought I wouldn't survive it, but you never know what else they will do, they don't know the word stop, even if someone is fighting for life, they are so trapped in their killing behaviors that they enjoy your every pain, especially if you are too weak to break free from them.

but I said no, I said I will not let them kill me, I will fight until I am free and healed this time, really, but this is just the beginning, and every day it is, they don't stop the terror, and I still fight through effort in the process of a healing

These beautiful moments still live in me, practices that words can't just translate into words are living and making new space in between my mind and thoughts

If only they could give me a break, at least for a day or two, dream is a year, maybe I would already be further more with all

Every moment of practice seems like paradise, even though it clashes strongly with the reality of another that it becomes all as an illusive dust but

it's a real life it's a real life it's a real life

It's the best experience in Life

seems like beauty only comes when you need daily fight for life