Self Care

Today I vow to myself that I will start off with a clean slate.

Today I vow to myself that. I will NOT BE STUCK.

Today I vow to myself that I will not feed into any negativity.

Today I vow to myself that I will not allow myself to get upset or indulge in any inappropriate behaviors or thoughts.

At times I allow things to get the best of me and I have absolutely no control over any of it.

Today I vow to do better for the sake of my kids as well as myself.

Today I want nothing but the best.

I cant not keep giving others the best of me, I have to want better for myself and stop giving to others.

Everyone claims they want to see people happy but what they really mean is that they want to see you fail.

Throughout the last couple of weeks I had to notice that no ones happiness matters.

There are people who don’t want to see anyone happy.

It makes them happy knowing that no-one else is happy.

My view on things that I’ve experienced:

No one wants to see you happy

Can’t give up your happiness for someone who wouldn’t give up theirs.

Miserable people never want to see anyone happy.

They will do any and everything just to fuck up your happiness.

So today I vow to put my happiness FIRST!!

I will not allow anyone to get the best of me and I will be damned if I give these miserable people the opportunity to interfere with any of the good that I have left.

All of my energy, sweat blood and tears will be put into Me and Mine>>>>>

I just want to do better.

I want to be ok.

And if that means that I need to completely distance myself from people then that’s just want I’m going to do.

-K.Y.P-