part 4

I wish he kept his promise to be the person that he said he would be after every argument

I wish he gave me the love that he claimed he would give after every argument

whenever he’s sorry I keep going back to him to a place that brings me home because I refuse to hold on

I find myself going back to his arms while he gives me every reason to leave

I am so frightened of being alone forever but he promises me the world and even though I know he’s a liar I still go back again