Pain

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There is so much pain. In my heart that I dnt knoe where to begin.

I try to open up and I try to let yhu in.

The pain always weighs me down.

I'm a complete and utter mess.

My heart weighs a ton.

Because there are some things I need to get off my chest.

I can't say yhu never hurt me.

But I can't say I'm not broken.

There are pieces of me  everywhere for many reasons unspoken.

after 2 years of being in denial I'm ready to tell the truth.

I'm ready to finally tell yhu that I never fully got over yhu.

Its absurd, and ridiculous. But I dnt knoe what to do.

I need to move on with my life and find something new.

The pain in my heart has turned to fear for what might happen to me.

My heart is in a broken glass inside of an empty case.

Loving yhu was wonderful the time we had was great.

I try to convince my heart that it was a mistake from the gate.

This poem is not to tell yhu that I'm still in love with yhu.

This poem is just to let yhu knoe that sometimes.

Sometimes I still think of yhu.

                            La'Gayla Cook

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