Out the Tunnel

The darkness had been swallowing me whole,

for months now it had been hard

it was almost as if it was draining my soul.

it never seemed to have a reason nor rhythm

only problems and impulsivity it seemed to sow.

i had several attempts whilst my team sat ignoring it

any one of them could have ended in catastrophe

i wanted to hurt those who had ignored with a chin hit

i could have died but obviously am here for a reason

my fiance would if i had died been devastated

but with his help and his love and prayers i survived with him as my partisan.

but finally the darkness has lost

light and good have won

thanks to all those prayers and fingers crossed.

i feel better than i have in a long while

finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel

it just makes me smile.