"Our Future"

Start The future looks bright and promiseing my Sweetness,

I met you in the worst of my life,

Now I am with you in the best of my life,

The worst of my life was spending countless Days in tears,

Days I wanted to guess my existence,

Days spent in soul depression,

Days spent being talked down upon,

All those days made me feel unworthy,

And they made me feel like I wasn't good enough for anyone,

Left me unable to speak my true feelings

Left me feeling broken and incomplete.

Left me feeling crazy and in a constant never ending loop.

Feeling like I wasn't worthy of my accomplishments.

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Soon those feelings left me second guessing Love,

Second guessing where I stand in one's life.

Made me want to seek validation,

Left me wanting someone who could give me everything I ever wanted,

Left me wanting to find that someone to fill the void and hurt,

Left me searching for a new companion to grow with,

Wanting all these things,

Left me vulnerable to anyone who showed me what I wanted,

I let myself become so vulnerable I ended up getting hurt,

Before I met you I got hurt,

Before I met you I was getting ready to say fuck everything,

Before I met you my world was falling apart,

I was trapped thinking I couldn't go anywhere else,

Thinking I was stuck in the situation I never thought I could leave,

Stuck in an never ending loop of hurt.

I was done,

Until I found you sweetness,

Now Though,

In The Best of my life

The Best of my Life started the night I met you,

The night I Felt something in me change,

The change I felt was scary and something I had never felt before,

A Feeling of comfort and happiness,

I was super nervous you see,

Each eye gazes made me feel more comfortable, Each smile made me feel all warm and want to act like a giddy school girl,

That's when I couldn't take just the Eye Gazing and Smiles I wanted You to speak to me and I wanted something more with you something I just couldn't pass up,

That night changed Me,

That night after we were through, and you said you'll text me tomorrow right,

I told you I would,

But you didn't believe me,

You decided I had no choice,

You called yourself,

"Now I have your number" you said

That's when I knew I found happiness.

That's when I knew faith brought us together

That's when I new my future was going to bright.

I didn't know of your past when we met,

I slowly learned and I didn't judge,

I may have joked about some of it but I'll never judge it,

I deleted my past for you,

I deleted any emotional value of my past for you,

I deleted it because it had no meaning to me anymore.

Because when I met you all my emotional value was inbeded in you,

I connected with you in a way like no other

When we met all I wanted nothing more than to be happy,

You gave me that,

You showed me how much the past doesn't define who you are,

You showed me how someone grows from there past,

You show me how a man should Be,

You show me what affection is,

You show me what Love feels like,

You show me what appreciation feels like,

You show me how someone can make anything happen, no matter what it maybe.

You show me what determination feels like.

You and I are heading on an amazing path,

On This path together were going to concour the world,

I know what Love is supposed to be,

And the reason I know is because True love is supposed to grow,

True love is You and I,

My love for you is my fuel to coucour my Hopes and dreams,

My love for you is unexplainable at times,

When we make love I never want you to stop,

I want you to tell me how you feel,

Tell me the things I can do better for you,

Tell me how I can be even better for you,

In all ways you want to be happy,

Talk about our future,

I have no doudts on our love,

I believe our love is pure,

I believe your my last love,

I believe your my future,

The future I see with you is upbringing,

I believe it's You and I tell the end.

I hope I am your last love My sweetness,

I hope I'm your last breath,

I hope I'm your Future,

I hope you also want you and I Tell the end.

I want to grow old with you,

I want to hopefully raise a family with you,

I want a man like you to be the father of my child oneday,

I hope our future has that in it,

I hope that's why you want as well my sweetness,

A life of scuess, love and power concoured because our true love will never fade.

My love grows stronger everyday for you,

My love for you will never die,

Our love will only grow.

I Love you sweetness

Love

Your Joy,

Your Life.

Created by: Joyce A.M