Once again!

Here we are once again,

back to smiling through the pain,

trying to hide so people don’t know,

that I am feeling so very low,

Waking up each morning so very grey,

working each day just for the pay,

here in bed I want to stay,

just to hide my face away,

My personal challenge is just to talk,

bottling it up I got for a walk,

next few days going to be hard,

pushing myself that extra yard,

All I want is to curl up and sleep,

counting down sheep by sheep,

my body feeling more and more weak,

please time fly by this week,

then maybe just maybe I will speak!