I want to?
Rant
How could you do that?
Why do you think it ok?
Rage
Do you really think it is ok if you do that to another person?
Disbelief
If someone did that to you! You would want to hurt them.
Cry
How am I to understand your reasoning?
Talk to me!
Heart Broken
I tried, I reached out to you when my need was most!
You fed on me with your lies.
Forgiveness
I can forgive. But not forget.
Betrayal
You emotionally damaged me. By acting like it dose not matter.
Blame
You put the blame on others rather then except it as your own.
Others
Hearts must be protected from the truth or lies.
Silence
So I quite my My rant.
Fight back my rage.
Except my disbelief.
Cry when no one hears.
Stitch the pieces of my broken heart.
Hope I can feel forgiveness for the sake of others love.
Close my eyes to the betrayal, of the life I had hoped to live.
Except the blame that is not mine.
Embrace the silence that has become mine.
Because, I love you I must keep the silence.
About the Creator
Thoughts on Vocal and the way the world is
"Death cannot stop true love, only delay it." – Wesley in The Princess Bride. I decided to come back to Vocal on a very cold and dark night at the end of December. I had been, and still am, convalescing from a horrible staph infection that had gone misdiagnosed for months. This, paired with the increasing challenges of being healthy, making the best choices for my co-parented child, being a wife, and being a director at a new job, was a lot to manage.
By Jazzy 2 days ago in Confessions
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This was so sad. Hope you're doing okay 🥺 Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️