MY SONG

It’s in my eyes, it’s in my grin, yet it’s something I hold deep within

to try and see it

you best look hard, as its not on show for just any tard

theirs time you think you may know what I hide

but I’m positive you saw something else inside

as only very few can look past my stare

into my oblivion as its right in there

... and even if you get a glimpse

don’t suspect your saw a thing

as possibly all you saw was me grin

and grinning could mean a world of things even if there’s a shine in my eye does not mean you've seen inside what lie's.

My walls are thick and tall and strong

but my heart is not made of stone

inside its caves it beats a rhythm of love

which is sent out in a vibration

with repetitive thuds

and slowly the beating it sends out a song

that only certain people can know and be fond of

to others it may sound like a banging of pans

annoying and loud,

the words from their mouths ... for crying out loud

but I close my eyes to these people you see as the don’t want to know or try to see me.