My Glass Headache

My Glass Headache, by Adrian Lugo

i see you

but i don’t think you see me

when i close my eyes

you are still there

i can not get out of my thoughts

you bring a smile to my face

when i see yours

then why do i feel angry

why should i feel angry

why should i want to hurt

i am confused

help me

what should i do

that is a good idea

is that a good idea

then will you leave

i don’t know

i want to leave

i am angry now

these thoughts are loud

i need to quiet them

i don’t like the quiet

i want you back

come back

i can still see you standing there

can you see me

then why do you ignore me

when others are around

you act as if you don’t know me

when we are alone, you talk

but not to me, more at me

telling me what to do

when you bring your friends

it hurts

can you hear me

i think about if you were to leave

help

what would happen

will we be together

broken silence

i can see you in the pieces