Mom I don't want to FaceTime with you!

I am done with face timing with you mom!

I don't want to hold my phone to hear you

I don't want this time difference between us!

I lied to you

But mostly to me

To be strong

I act like I don't miss

Or I am doing just fine

I miss you

So much that I can't admit to myself

So I choose to enjoy my life

While you are continents and oceans away from me

I want to be stong and hug you mom!

I want to enjoy life with you

I want to cook my food

And see your excitement

I healed myself many times

To practice unconditional love

I want to love my mom

Not from my phone

I want to love my mom in my reality

When I can look at her eyes

I want to share unconditional love with her

There are days I tell myself

I am just happy

I say hapiness is within

But I deserve to be with my mom

My mom is my biggest dream

We've been apart for a long time

And I got no tears left to cry

Just to pray and Imagine myself with her!

I want to be vulnerable in her arms

I want to talk to her all night at the kitchen

I want to make her laugh

Because she got me here

My boss mom

I just want to be your kid

I am tired

I've been strong for a long time

I want my mom back into my reality

Take as many pictures as I can

Because all I have is my painting!