Moderation

To be completely honest

I don’t know how to do anything in moderation

It’s either all or nothing

I just can’t help it

I can never balance my life out

It’s always been that way

I’m scared one day it’ll get the best of me

I’m scared one day it’ll be the death of me

And to be completely honestly

I’m just scared of it all

I wish I can live normally

But I’ve never been normal

It’s always been black and white since the very start

~ a.poems