Mixed Feeling

Mixed Feeling

Mixed Feelings

mixing my living

I am still in the dreams of you

not knowing what to do

stuck in the cobwebs too

Life is changing the mist

I'm not worried about the rest

cause you are always my best

Darling please don't detest

Sadness:

It was a summer silent night

Even the moon had tears

starts had lost the bright light

life was grief in the sphere

Beneath the weight of silence echoes weep,

the hallowed halls of loss, memories sleep.

In the quietude of echoes sorrow's hymn.

Tears crystallize in the silent requiem.

The skies are grey and the air is still

my entire planet seems to fade

My heart is heavy, I feel ill.

and I'm left isolated with the pain I can't evade.

The tears I cry

they fall like the night.

dark and endless is my

never-ending plight.

Beneath the weight of silence echoes weep,

the hallowed halls of loss, memories sleep.

In the quietude of echoes sorrow's hymn.

Tears crystallize in the silent requiem.

The memories of love

they haunt me so

The laughter and joy

they seem to go.

In the hush of my mind

I hear a cry.

The voice so sad

it makes me want to die.

Memories of you come flooding in

I'm reminded of what could have been.

the chambers of a wounded soul

Sadness which I can never control

Dear my light, my hope and my joy.

But now you're gone, and I'm left to deploy.

Beneath the weight of silence echoes weep,

the hallowed halls of loss, memories sleep.

In the quietude of echoes sorrow's hymn.

Tears crystallize in the silent requiem.

Our Life story

is an incident in history

Joy:

Life goes on day by day

fixing my broken heart

I'm trying to chase sadness away

healing from the fallen apart

Dear you are my delight

sun shines bright in the sky

I am happy on your sight

Birds chirp and flutter by

Flowers bloom with colours so bold.

As happiness fills the world's mould.

Bliss unfurls like petals in the dawn,

Contentment whispers a tranquil yawn.

In the golden glow, elation takes flight

Heartbeats dance to the bliss, a radiant light.

Breath of joy

inhale and exhale with smile

we laughed together girl and boy

will this last a while

Embrace each new day.

spread joy with every compliment

with a joyful heart in every way.

let's cherish each and every moment

Happiness is short

what else it taught?

I want it a lot

say why not

Bliss unfurls like petals in the dawn,

Contentment whispers a tranquil yawn.

In the golden glow, elation takes flight

Heartbeats dance to the bliss, a radiant light.

Anger:

Fury ignited by the ghost of joy now passed

Bitter embers sparked by memories turned cold

Anger's flame consumes what happiness couldn't last.

In the ruins of bliss, rage takes its stronghold.

Let the life burn

Fire burns the dark and cold

Let the ashes lay down

I'm angry yet bold

The sun that once shone bright and warm,

Now feels like a heartless, mocking storm.

the laughter that once filled my days

It echoes like a distant, mocking haze.

Deep in the rage of my heart

I want to find my peace, my hope, my love.

I own strength that will never depart

The fire is all above

Fury ignited by the ghost of joy now passed

Bitter embers sparked by memories turned cold

Anger's flame consumes what happiness couldn't last.

In the ruins of bliss, rage takes its stronghold.

The anger rises deep within

A tempest raging under my skin.

Why did things have to change?

And leave me in this lonely, bitter range?

I'll find my peace, my hope, my love.

Please repeat what you even told

Lonely:

Alone in the silence

where echoes mourn

Gone are the whispers

lost the company I've known.

watch out right now

if it's a strange nightmare

What is it with the love

Is it even fair?

Get lost take a break

I don't want you

It ain't a dream hey wake

ain't I alone without you

eyes are drained

nights are haunting

truths are drowned

days are sleeping

Am I alone?

aren't you with me

holding my hands tight?

memories of a chocolate

deadly sweet night

Moons murmur eclipse

hidden behind my heart

it's like caught in an apocalypse

beauty in the oceans of the middle coast

starless silent sky, the lone dancer

alone like an innocent beast

a question without an answer

watch out right now

if it's a strange nightmare

What is it with the love

Is it even fair?

Get lost take a break

It ain't a dream hey wake

Fear:

I'm scared of the voices

of the loved words, inner

romantic noises

the reign of terror

ticking of clock

time's running

tick tock tick tock

you're just staring

Ghost hunting my day

nights and the wolf howl

morning eagles roam my way

your chasing me like'a zombie

it just turned 12'o clock

I'm checking if you're there

Don't kill my blood

I'm scared of the voices

of the loved words, inner

romantic noises

the reign of terror

Nostalgia:

not a mistake of mine

It all once began

the sun is also fine

it's coming back again

I'm awestruck and astounded

glory gets back

life is a circle not measured

it's not over, the stack

can we talk sweet

wings out of my smile

loopback the beat

the loop lasted a million mile

not a mistake of mine

It all once began

the sun is also fine

it's coming back again

a mystery that return

Nostalgic memories skipped a beat

the length goes on to Saturn

and back to my heart

Gratitude:

you are the art of my begining

oceans and waves of my thank you

Thank you, dear and darling

reflections of my gratitude will continue

Words beyond limits

sparkles glow in your eyes

past of my thank you

Hot voices in cold ice

Now the sunshine

in my heart

it's alright my night

thank you and welcome combine

happiness continues to remain

It's okay whatever

changes keep arriving

moving on like'a traveller

much more is coming

You're my birthday

the mango juice in the sunset

the prayer in my temple

The divine in my way

you are the art of my begining

oceans and waves of my thank you

Thank you, dear and darling

reflections of my gratitude will continue

Love:

Majesty and my dear

you extend my strength

until my last breath

I am your saviour

Won't your eyes open the doors

of my love

where is the bridge, and how to reach

what is true , you or me?

dreams fading the reality

Soul full of sunshine, life is darker

Beauty is imperfect, except you

You're the town no one visited

the mind is never mine

the love cost the pain

energy full listed

Music in my heart

Logic never mind

Magic is the beat

One of my kind

Soul cut into half

remaining are mine

the day together we laugh

Life is just the beginning

You made me fine

love ain't the ending

Dear darling

what is true you or me?

start your word and never stop

Won't your eyes open the doors

of my love for you.

My Mixed Feeling

You're Mixed Feeling

Mixed Feelings

mixing my living

I am still in the dreams of you

not knowing what to do

stuck in the cobwebs too

You are changing my...

What's mixing your feeling

like'a feeling in the sky

I'm together with you, still living

-To my love